something about them that made me uneasy, some longing
and at the same time some deadly fear. I felt in my heart a wicked,
burning desire that they would kiss me with those red lips. It is
not good to note this down, lest some day it should meet Mina's
eyes and cause her pain, but it is the truth. They whispered together,
and then they all three laughed, such a silvery, musical laugh,
but as hard as though the sound never could have come through the
softness of human lips. It was like the intolerable, tingling sweetness
of waterglasses when played on by a cunning hand. The fair girl
shook her head coquettishly, and the other two urged her on.
One said, "Go on! You are first, and we shall follow. Yours'
is the right to begin."
The other added, "He is young and strong. There are kisses
for us all."
I lay quiet, looking out from under my eyelashes in an agony of
delightful anticipation. The fair girl advanced and bent over me
till I could feel the movement of her breath upon me. Sweet it was
in one sense, honey-sweet, and sent the same tingling through the
nerves as her voice, but with a bitter underlying the sweet, a bitter
offensiveness, as one smells in blood.
I was afraid to raise my eyelids, but looked out and saw perfectly
under the lashes. The girl went on her knees, and bent over me,
simply gloating. There was a deliberate voluptuousness which was
both thrilling and repulsive, and as she arched her neck she actually
licked her lips like an animal, till I could see in the moonlight
the moisture shining on the scarlet lips and on the red tongue as
it lapped the white sharp teeth. Lower and lower went her head as
the lips went below the range of my mouth and chin and seemed to
fasten on my throat. Then she paused, and I could hear the churning
sound of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips, and I could
feel the hot breath on my neck. Then the skin of my throat began
to tingle as one's flesh does when the hand that is to tickle it
approaches nearer, nearer. I could feel the soft, shivering touch
of the lips on the super sensitive skin of my throat, and the hard
dents of two sharp teeth, just touching and pausing there. I closed
my eyes in languorous ecstasy and waited, waited with beating heart.
But at that instant, another sensation swept through me as quick
as lightning. I was conscious of the presence of the Count, and
of his being as if lapped in a storm of fury. As my eyes opened
involuntarily I saw his strong hand grasp the slender neck of the
fair woman and with giant's power draw it back, the blue eyes transformed
with fury, the white teeth champing with rage, and the fair cheeks
blazing red with passion. But the Count! Never did I imagine such
wrath and fury, even to the demons of the pit. His eyes were positively
blazing. The red light in them was lurid, as if the flames of hell
fire blazed behind them. His face was deathly pale, and the lines
of it were hard like drawn wires. The thick eyebrows that met over
the nose now seemed like a heaving bar of whitehot metal. With a
fierce sweep of his arm, he hurled the woman from him, and then
motioned to the others, as though he were beating them back. It
was the same imperious gesture that I had seen used to the wolves.
In a voice which, though low and almost in a whisper seemed to cut
through the air and then ring in the room he said,
"How dare you touch him, any of you? How dare you cast eyes
on him when I had forbidden it? Back, I tell you all! This man belongs
to me! Beware how you meddle with him, or you'll have to deal with
me."
The fair girl, with a laugh of ribald coquetry, turned to answer
him. "You yourself never loved. You never love!" On this
the other women joined,and such a mirthless, hard, soulless laughter
rang through the room that it almost made me faint to hear. It seemed
like the pleasure of fiends.
Then the Count turned, after looking at my face attentively, and
said in a soft whisper, "Yes, I too can love. You yourselves
can tell it from the past. Is it not so? Well, now I promise you
that when I am done with him you shall kiss him at your will. Now
go! Go! I must awaken him, for there is work to be done."
"Are we to have nothing tonight?" said one of them, with
a low laugh, as she pointed to the bag which he had thrown upon
the floor, and which moved as though there were some living thing
within it. For answer he nodded his head. One of the women jumped
forward and opened it. If my ears did not deceive me there was a
gasp and a low wail, as of a half smothered child. The women closed
round, whilst I was aghast with horror. But as I looked, they disappeared,
and with them the dreadful bag. There was no door near them, and
they could not have passed me without my noticing. They simply seemed
to fade into the rays of the moonlight and pass out through the
window, for I could see outside the dim, shadowy forms for a moment
before they entirely faded away.
Then the horror overcame me,and I sank down unconscious.
CHAPTER 4
Jonathan Harker's Journal Continued
I awoke in my own bed. If it be that I had not dreamt, the Count
must have carried me here. I tried to satisfy myself on the subject,
but could not arrive at any unquestionable result. To be sure, there
were certain small evidences, such as that my clothes were folded
and laid by in a manner which was not my habit. My watch was still
unwound, and I am rigorously accustomed to wind it the last thing
before going to bed, and many such details. But these things are
no proof, for they may have been evidences that my mind was not
as usual, and, for some cause or another, I had certainly been much
upset. I must watch for proof. Of one thing I am glad. If it was
that the Count carried me here and undressed me, he must have been
hurried in his task, for my pockets are intact. I am sure this diary
would have been a mystery to him which he would not have brooked.
He would have taken or destroyed it. As I look round this room,
although it has been to me so full of fear, it is now a sort of
sanctuary, for nothing can be more dreadful than those awful women,
who were, who are, waiting to suck my blood.
18 May.--I have been down to look at that room again in daylight,
for I must know the truth. When I got to the doorway at the top
of the stairs I found it closed. It had been so forcibly driven
against the jamb that part of the woodwork was splintered. I could
see that the bolt of the lock had not been shot, but the door is
fastened from the inside. I fear it was no dream, and must act on
this surmise.
19 May.--I am surely in the toils. Last night the Count asked me
in the sauvest tones to write three letters, one saying that my
work here was nearly done, and that I should start for home within
a few days,another that I was starting on the next morning from
the time of the letter, and the third that I had left the castle
and arrived at Bistritz. I would fain have rebelled, but felt that
in the present state of things it would be madness to quarrel openly
with the Count whilst I am so absolutely in his power. And to refuse
would be to excite his suspicion and to arouse his anger. He knows
that I know too much, and that I must not live, lest I be dangerous
to him. My only chance is to prolong my opportunities. Something
may occur which will give ma a chance to escape. I saw in his eyes
something of that gathering wrath which was manifest when he hurled
that fair woman from him. He explained to me that posts were few
and uncertain, and that my writing now would ensure ease of mind
to my friends. And he assured me with so much impressiveness that
he would countermand the later letters, which would be held over
at Bistritz until due time in case chance would admit of my prolonging
my stay, that to oppose him would have been to create new suspicion.
I therefore pretended to fall in with his views, and asked him what
dates I should put on the letters.
He calculated a minute, and then said, "The first should be
June 12, the second June 19,and the third June 29."
I know now the span of my life. God help me!
28 May.--There is a chance of escape, or at any rate of being able
to send word home. A band of Szgany have come to the castle, and
are encamped in the courtyard. These are gipsies. I have notes of
them in my book. They are peculiar to this part of the world, though
allied to the ordinary gipsies all the world over. There are thousands
of them in Hungary and Transylvania, who are almost outside all
law. They attach themselves as a rule to some great noble or boyar,
and call themselves by his name. They are fearless and without religion,
save superstition, and they talk only their own varieties of the
Romany tongue.
I shall write some letters home, and shall try to get them to have
them posted. I have already spoken to them through my window to
begin acquaintanceship. They took their hats off and made obeisance
and many signs, which however, I could not understand any more than
I could their spoken language. . .
I have written the letters. Mina's is in shorthand, and I simply
ask Mr. Hawkins to communicate with her. To her I have explained
my situation, but without the horrors which I may only surmise.
It would shock and frighten her to death were I to expose my heart
to her. Should the letters not carry, then the Count shall not yet
know my secret or the extent of my knowledge. . .
I have given the letters. I threw them through the bars of my window
with a gold piece, and made what signs I could to have them posted.
The man who took them pressed them to his heart and bowed, and then
put them in his cap. I could do no more. I stole back to the study,
and began to read. As the Count did not come in, I have written
here. . .
The Count has come. He sat down beside me, and said in his smoothest
voice as he opened two letters, "The Szgany has given me these,
of which, though I know not whence they come, I shall, of course,
take care. See!"--He must have looked at it.--"One is
from you, and to my friend Peter Hawkins. The other,"--here
he caught sight of the strange symbols as he opened the envelope,
and the dark look came into his face, and his eyes blazed wickedly,--"The
other is a vile thing, an outrage upon friendship and hospitality!
It is not signed. Well! So it cannot matter to us."And he calmly
held letter and envelope in the flame of the lamp till they were
consumed.
Then he went on, "The letter to Hawkins, that I shall, of course
send on, since it is yours. Your letters are sacred to me. Your
pardon, my friend, that unknowingly I did break the seal. Will you
not cover it again?" He held out the letter to me, and with
a courteous bow handed me a clean envelope.
I could only redirect it and hand it to him in silence. When he
went out of the room I could hear the key turn softly. A minute
later I went over and tried it, and the door was locked.
When, an hour or two after, the Count came quietly into the room,
his coming awakened me, for I had gone to sleep on the sofa. He
was very courteous and very cheery in his manner, and seeing that
I had been sleeping, he said, "So, my friend, you are tired?
Get to bed. There is the surest rest. I may not have the pleasure
of talk tonight, since there are many labours to me, but you will
sleep, I pray."
I passed to my room and went to bed, and, strange to say, slept
without dreaming. Despair has its own calms.
31 May.--This morning when I woke I thought I would provide myself
with some papers and envelopes from my bag and keep them in my pocket,
so that I might write in case I should get an opportunity, but again
a surprise, again a shock!
Every scrap of paper was gone, and with it all my notes, my memoranda,
relating to railways and travel, my letter of credit, in fact all
that might be useful to me were I once outside the castle. I sat
and pondered awhile, and then some thought occurred to me, and I
made search of my portmanteau and in the wardrobe where I had placed
my clothes.
The suit in which I had travelled was gone, and also my overcoat
and rug. I could find no trace of them anywhere. This looked like
some new scheme of villainy. . .
17 June.--This morning, as I was sitting on the edge of my bed cudgelling
my brains, I heard without a crackling of whips and pounding and
scraping of horses' feet up the rocky path beyond the courtyard.
With joy I hurried to the window, and saw drive into the yard two
great leiter-wagons, each drawn by eight sturdy horses, and at the
head of each pair a Slovak, with his wide hat, great nail-studded
belt, dirty sheepskin, and high boots. They had also their long
staves in hand. I ran to the door, intending to descend and try
and join them through the main hall, as I thought that way might
be opened for them. Again a shock, my door was fastened on the outside.
Then I ran to the window and cried to them. They looked up at me
stupidly and pointed, but just then the "hetman" of the
Szgany came out, and seeing them pointing to my window, said something,
at which they laughed.
Henceforth no effort of mine, no piteous cry or agonized entreaty,
would make them even look at me. They resolutely turned away. The
leiter-wagons contained great, square boxes, with handles of thick
rope. These were evidently empty by the ease with which the Slovaks
handled them, and by their resonance as they were roughly moved.
When they were all unloaded and packed in a great heap in one corner
of the yard, the Slovaks were given some money by the Szgany, and
spitting on it for luck, lazily went each to his horse's head. Shortly
afterwards, I heard the crackling of their whips die away in the
distance.
24 June.--Last night the Count left me early, and locked himself
into his own room. As soon as I dared I ran up the winding stair,
and looked out of the window, which opened South. I thought I would
watch for the Count, for there is something going on. The Szgany
are quartered somewhere in the castle and are doing work of some
kind. I know it, for now and then, I hear a far-away muffled sound
as of mattock and spade, and, whatever it is, it must be the end
of some ruthless villainy.
I had been at the window somewhat less than half an hour, when I
saw something coming out of the Count's window. I drew back and
watched carefully, and saw the whole man emerge. It was a new shock
to me to find that he had on the suit of clothes which I had worn
whilst travelling here, and slung over his shoulder the terrible
bag which I had seen the women take away. There could be no doubt
as to his quest, and in my garb, too! This, then, is his new scheme
of evil, that he will allow others to see me, as they think, so
that he may both leave evidence that I have been seen in the towns
or villages posting my own letters, and that any wickedness which
he may do shall by the local people be attributed to me.
It makes me rage to think that this can go on, and whilst I am shut
up here, a veritable prisoner, but without that protection of the
law which is even a criminal's right and consolation.
I thought I would watch for the Count's return, and for a long time
sat doggedly at the window. Then I began to notice that there were
some quaint little specks floating in the rays of the moonlight.
They were like the tiniest grains of dust,and they whirled round
and gathered in clusters in a nebulous sort of way. I watched them
with a sense of soothing, and a sort of calm stole over me. I leaned
back in the embrasure in a more comfortable position, so that I
could enjoy more fully the aerial gambolling.
Something made me start up, a low, piteous howling of dogs somewhere
far below in the valley, which was hidden from my sight. Louder
it seemed to ring in my ears, and the floating moats of dust to
take new shapes to the sound as they danced in the moonlight. I
felt myself struggling to awake to some call of my instincts. Nay,
my very soul was struggling, and my half-remembered sensibilities
were striving to answer the call. I was becoming hypnotised!
Quicker and quicker danced the dust. The moonbeams seemed to quiver
as they went by me into the mass of gloom beyond. More and more
they gathered till they seemed to take dim phantom shapes. And then
I started, broad awake and in full possession of my senses, and
ran screaming from the place.
The phantom shapes, which were becoming gradually materialised from
the moonbeams, were those three ghostly women to whom I was doomed.
I fled, and felt somewhat safer in my own room, where there was
no moonlight, and where the lamp was burning brightly.
When a couple of hours had passed I heard something stirring in
the Count's room, something like a sharp wail quickly suppressed.
And then there was silence, deep, awful silence, which chilled me.
With a beating heart, I tried the door, but I was locked in my prison,
and could do nothing. I sat down and simply cried.
As I sat I heard a sound in the courtyard without, the agonised
cry of a woman. I rushed to the window, and throwing it up, peered
between the bars.
There, indeed, was a woman with dishevelled hair, holding her hands
over her heart as one distressed with running. She was leaning against
the corner of the gateway. When she saw my face at the window she
threw herself forward, and shouted in a voice laden with menace,
"Monster, give me my child!"
She threw herself on her knees,and raising up her hands, cried the
same words in tones which wrung my heart. Then she tore her hair
and beat her breast, and abandoned herself to all the violences
of extravagant emotion. Finally, she threw herself forward, and
though I could not see her, I could hear the beating of her naked
hands against the door.
Somewhere high overhead, probably on the tower, I heard the voice
of the Count calling in his harsh, metallic whisper. His call seemed
to be answered from far and wide by the howling of wolves. Before
many minutes had passed a pack of them poured, like a pent-up dam
when liberated, through the wide entrance into the courtyard.
There was no cry from the woman, and the howling of the wolves was
but short. Before long they streamed away singly, licking their
lips.
I could not pity her, for I knew now what had become of her child,
and she was better dead.
What shall I do? What can I do? How can I escape from this dreadful
thing of night, gloom, and fear?
25 June.--No man knows till he has suffered from the night how sweet
and dear to his heart and eye the morning can be. When the sun grew
so high this morning that it struck the top of the great gateway
opposite my window, the high spot which it touched seemed to me
as if the dove from the ark had lighted there. My fear fell from
me as if it had been a vaporous garment which dissolved in the warmth.
I must take action of some sort whilst the courage of the day is
upon me. Last night one of my post-dated letters went to post, the
first of that fatal series which is to blot out the very traces
of my existence from the earth.
Let me not think of it. Action!
It has always been at night-time that I have been molested or threatened,
or in some way in danger or in fear. I have not yet seen the Count
in the daylight. Can it be that he sleeps when others wake, that
he may be awake whilst they sleep? If I could only get into his
room! But there is no possible way. The door is always locked, no
way for me.
Yes, there is a way, if one dares to take it. Where his body has
gone why may not another body go? I have seen him myself crawl from
his window. Why should not I imitate him, and go in by his window?
The chances are desperate, but my need is more desperate still.
I shall risk it. At the worst it can only be death, and a man's
death is not a calf's, and the dreaded Hereafter may still be open
to me. God help me in my task! Goodbye, Mina, if I fail. Goodbye,
my faithful friend and second father. Goodbye, all, and last of
all Mina!
Same day, later.--I have made the effort, and God helping me, have
come safely back to this room. I must put down every detail in order.
I went whilst my courage was fresh straight to the window on the
south side, and at once got outside on this side. The stones are
big and roughly cut, and the mortar has by process of time been
washed away between them. I took off my boots, and ventured out
on the desperate way. I looked down once, so as to make sure that
a sudden glimpse of the awful depth would not overcome me, but after
that kept my eyes away from it. I know pretty well the direction
and distance of the Count's window, and made for it as well as I
could, having regard to the opportunities available. I did not feel
dizzy, I suppose I was too excited, and the time seemed ridiculously
short till I found myself standing on the window sill and trying
to raise up the sash. I was filled with agitation, however, when
I bent down and slid feet foremost in through the window. Then I
looked around for the Count, but with surprise and gladness, made
a discovery. The room was empty! It was barely furnished with odd
things, which seemed to have never been used.
The furniture was something the same style as that in the south
rooms, and was covered with dust. I looked for the key, but it was
not in the lock, and I could not find it anywhere. The only thing
I found was a great heap of gold in one corner, gold of all kinds,
Roman, and British, and Austrian,and Hungarian,and Greek and Turkish
money, covered with a film of dust, as though it had lain long in
the ground. None of it that I noticed was less than three hundred
years old. There were also chains and ornaments, some jewelled,
but all of them old and stained.
At one corner of the room was a heavy door. I tried it, for, since
I could not find the key of the room or the key of the outer door,
which was the main object of my search, I must make further examination,
or all my efforts would be in vain. It was open, and led through
a stone passage to a circular stairway, which went steeply down.
I descended, minding carefully where I went for the stairs were
dark, being only lit by loopholes in the heavy masonry. At the bottom
there was a dark, tunnel-like passage, through which came a deathly,
sickly odour, the odour of old earth newly turned. As I went through
the passage the smell grew closer and heavier. At last I pulled
open a heavy door which stood ajar, and found myself in an old ruined
chapel, which had evidently been used as a graveyard. The roof was
broken, and in two places were steps leading to vaults, but the
ground had recently been dug over, and the earth placed in great
wooden boxes, manifestly those which had been brought by the Slovaks.
There was nobody about, and I made a search over every inch of the
ground, so as not to lose a chance. I went down even into the vaults,
where the dim light struggled,although to do so was a dread to my
very soul. Into two of these I went, but saw nothing except fragments
of old coffins and piles of dust. In the third, however, I made
a discovery.
There, in one of the great boxes, of which there were fifty in all,
on a pile of newly dug earth, lay the Count! He was either dead
or asleep. I could not say which, for eyes were open and stony,
but without the glassiness of death,and the cheeks had the warmth
of life through all their pallor. The lips were as red as ever.
But there was no sign of movement, no pulse, no breath, no beating
of the heart.
I bent over him, and tried to find any sign of life, but in vain.
He could not have lain there long, for the earthy smell would have
passed away in a few hours. By the side of the box was its cover,
pierced with holes here and there. I thought he might have the keys
on him, but when I went to search I saw the dead eyes, and in them
dead though they were, such a look of hate, though unconscious of
me or my presence, that I fled from the place, and leaving the Count's
room by the window, crawled again up the castle wall. Regaining
my room, I threw myself panting upon the bed and tried to think.
29 June.--Today is the date of my last letter, and the Count has
taken steps to prove that it was genuine, for again I saw him leave
the castle by the same window, and in my clothes. As he went down
the wall, lizard fashion, I wished I had a gun or some lethal weapon,
that I might destroy him. But I fear that no weapon wrought along
by man's hand would have any effect on him. I dared not wait to
see him return, for I feared to see those weird sisters. I came
back to the library, and read there till I fell asleep.
I was awakened by the Count, who looked at me as grimly as a man
could look as he said, "Tomorrow, my friend, we must part.
You return to your beautiful England, I to some work which may have
such an end that we may never meet. Your letter home has been despatched.
Tomorrow I shall not be here, but all shall be ready for your journey.
In the morning come the Szgany, who have some labours of their own
here, and also come some Slovaks. When they have gone, my carriage
shall come for you, and shall bear you to the Borgo Pass to meet
the diligence from Bukovina to Bistritz. But I am in hopes that
I shall see more of you at Castle Dracula."
I suspected him, and determined to test his sincerity. Sincerity!
It seems like a profanation of the word to write it in connection
with such a monster, so I asked him point-blank, "Why may I
not go tonight?"
"Because, dear sir, my coachman and horses are away on a mission."
"But I would walk with pleasure. I want to get away at once."
He smiled, such a soft, smooth, diabolical smile that I knew there
was some trick behind his smoothness. He said, "And your baggage?"
"I do not care about it. I can send for it some other time."
The Count stood up, and said, with a sweet courtesy which made me
rub my eyes, it seemed so real, "You English have a saying
which is close to my heart, for its spirit is that which rules our
boyars, `Welcome the coming, speed the parting guest.' Come with
me, my dear young friend. Not an hour shall you wait in my house
against your will, though sad am I at your going,and that you so
suddenly desire it. Come!" With a stately gravity, he, with
the lamp, preceded me down the stairs and along the hall. Suddenly
he stopped. "Hark!"
Close at hand came the howling of many wolves. It was almost as
if the sound sprang up at the rising of his hand, just as the music
of a great orchestra seems to leap under the baton of the conductor.
After a pause of a moment, he proceeded, in his stately way, to
the door, drew back the ponderous bolts, unhooked the heavy chains,
and began to draw it open.
To my intense astonishment I saw that it was unlocked. Suspiciously,
I looked all round, but could see no key of any kind.
As the door began to open, the howling of the wolves without grew
louder and angrier. Their red jaws, with champing teeth, and their
blunt-clawed feet as they leaped, came in through the opening door.
I knew than that to struggle at the moment against the Count was
useless. With such allies as these at his command, I could do nothing.
But still the door continued slowly to open, and only the Count's
body stood in the gap. Suddenly it struck me that this might be
the moment and means of my doom. I was to be given to the wolves,
and at my own instigation. There was a diabolical wickedness in
the idea great enough for the Count, and as the last chance I cried
out, "Shut the door! I shall wait till morning." And I
covered my face with my hands to hide my tears of bitter disappointment.
With one sweep of his powerful arm, the Count threw the door shut,
and the great bolts clanged and echoed through the hall as they
shot back into their places.
In silence we returned to the library, and after a minute or two
I went to my own room. The last I saw of Count Dracula was his kissing
his hand to me, with a red light of triumph in his eyes, and with
a smile that Judas in hell might be proud of.
When I was in my room and about to lie down, I thought I heard a
whispering at my door. I went to it softly and listened. Unless
my ears deceived me, I heard the voice of the Count.
"Back! Back to your own place! Your time is not yet come. Wait!
Have patience! Tonight is mine. Tomorrow night is yours!"
There was a low, sweet ripple of laughter, and in a rage I threw
open the door, and saw without the three terrible women licking
their lips. As I appeared, they all joined in a horrible laugh,
and ran away.
I came back to my room and threw myself on my knees. It is then
so near the end? Tomorrow! Tomorrow! Lord, help me, and those to
whom I am dear!
30 June.--These may be the last words I ever write in this diary.
I slept till just before the dawn, and when I woke threw myself
on my knees, for I determined that if Death came he should find
me ready.
At last I felt that subtle change in the air, and knew that the
morning had come. Then came the welcome cockcrow, and I felt that
I was safe. With a glad heart, I opened the door and ran down the
hall. I had seen that the door was unlocked, and now escape was
before me. With hands that trembled with eagerness, I unhooked the
chains and threw back the massive bolts.
But the door would not move. Despair seized me. I pulled and pulled
at the door, and shook it till, massive as it was, it rattled in
its casement. I could see the bolt shot. It had been locked after
I left the Count.
Then a wild desire took me to obtain the key at any risk,and I determined
then and there to scale the wall again, and gain the Count's room.
He might kill me, but death now seemed the happier choice of evils.
Without a pause I rushed up to the east window, and scrambled down
the wall,as before, into the Count's room. It was empty, but that
was as I expected. I could not see a key anywhere, but the heap
of gold remained. I went through the door in the corner and down
the winding stair and along the dark passage to the old chapel.
I knew now well enough where to find the monster I sought.
The great box was in the same place, close against the wall, but
the lid was laid on it, not fastened down, but with the nails ready
in their places to be hammered home.
I knew I must reach the body for the key, so I raised the lid, and
laid it back against the wall. And then I saw something which filled
my very soul with horror. There lay the Count, but looking as if
his youth had been half restored. For the white hair and moustache
were changed to dark iron-grey. The cheeks were fuller, and the
white skin seemed ruby-red underneath. The mouth was redder than
ever, for on the lips were gouts of fresh blood, which trickled
from the corners of the mouth and ran down over the chin and neck.
Even the deep, burning eyes seemed set amongst swollen flesh, for
the lids and pouches underneath were bloated. It seemed as if the
whole awful creature were simply gorged with blood. He lay like
a filthy leech, exhausted with his repletion.
I shuddered as I bent over to touch him,and every sense in me revolted
at the contact, but I had to search, or I was lost. The coming night
might see my own body a banquet in a similar war to those horrid
three. I felt all over the body, but no sign could I find of the
key. Then I stopped and looked at the Count. There was a mocking
smile on the bloated face which seemed to drive me mad. This was
the being I was helping to transfer to London, where, perhaps, for
centuries to come he might, amongst its teeming millions, satiate
his lust for blood, and create a new and ever-widening circle of
semi-demons to batten on the helpless.
The very thought drove me mad. A terrible desire came upon me to
rid the world of such a monster. There was no lethal weapon at hand,
but I seized a shovel which the workmen had been using to fill the
cases, and lifting it high, struck, with the edge downward, at the
hateful face. But as I did so the head turned, and the eyes fell
upon me, with all their blaze of basilisk horror. The sight seemed
to paralyze me, and the shovel turned in my hand and glanced from
the face, merely making a deep gash above the forehead. The shovel
fell from my hand across the box,and as I pulled it away the flange
of the blade caught the edge of the lid which fell over again, and
hid the horrid thing from my sight. The last glimpse I had was of
the bloated face, blood-stained and fixed with a grin of malice
which would have held its own in the nethermost hell.
I thought and thought what should be my next move, but my brain
seemed on fire,and I waited with a despairing feeling growing over
me. As I waited I heard in the distance a gipsy song sung by merry
voices coming closer, and through their song the rolling of heavy
wheels and the cracking of whips. The Szgany and the Slovaks of
whom the Count had spoken were coming. With a last look around and
at the box which contained the vile body, I ran from the place and
gained the Count's room, determined to rush out at the moment the
door should be opened. With strained ears, I listened, and heard
downstairs the grinding of the key in the great lock and the falling
back of the heavy door. There must have been some other means of
entry, or some one had a key for one of the locked doors.
Then there came the sound of many feet tramping and dying away in
some passage which sent up a clanging echo. I turned to run down
again towards the vault, where I might find the new entrance, but
at the moment there seemed to come a violent puff of wind, and the
door to the winding stair blew to with a shock that set the dust
from the lintels flying. When I ran to push it open, I found that
it was hopelessly fast. I was again a prisoner, and the net of doom
was closing round me more closely.
As I write there is in the passage below a sound of many tramping
feet and the crash of weights being set down heavily, doubtless
the boxes, with their freight of earth. There was a sound of hammering.
It is the box being nailed down. Now I can hear the heavy feet tramping
again along the hall, with with many other idle feet coming behind
them.
The door is shut, the chains rattle. There is a grinding of the
key in the lock. I can hear the key withdrawn, then another door
opens and shuts. I hear the creaking of lock and bolt.
Hark! In the courtyard and down the rocky way the roll of heavy
wheels, the crack of whips, and the chorus of the Szgany as they
pass into the distance.
I am alone in the castle with those horrible women. Faugh! Mina
is a woman, and there is nought in common. They are devils of the
Pit!
I shall not remain alone with them. I shall try to scale the castle
wall farther than I have yet attempted. I shall take some of the
gold with me, lest I want it later. I may find a way from this dreadful
place.
And then away for home! Away to the quickest and nearest train!
Away from the cursed spot, from this cursed land, where the devil
and his children still walk with earthly feet!
At least God's mercy is better than that of those monsters, and
the precipice is steep and high. At its foot a man may sleep, as
a man. Goodbye, all. Mina!
CHAPTER 5
LETTER FROM MISS MINA MURRAY TO MISS LUCY WESTENRA
9 May.
My dearest Lucy,
Forgive my long delay in writing, but I have been simply overwhelmed
with work. The life of an assistant schoolmistress is sometimes
trying. I am longing to be with you, and by the sea, where we can
talk together freely and build our castles in the air. I have been
working very hard lately, because I want to keep up with Jonathan's
studies, and I have been practicing shorthand very assiduously.
When we are married I shall be able to be useful to Jonathan, and
if I can stenograph well enough I can take down what he wants to
say in this way and write it out for him on the typewriter, at which
also I am practicing very hard.
He and I sometimes write letters in shorthand, and he is keeping
a stenographic journal of his travels abroad. When I am with you
I shall keep a diary in the same way. I don't mean one of those
two-pages-to-the-week-with-Sunday-squeezed-in-a-corner diaries,
but a sort of journal which I can write in whenever I feel inclined.
I do not suppose there will be much of interest to other people,
but it is not intended for them. I may show it to Jonathan some
day if there is in it anything worth sharing, but it is really an
exercise book. I shall try to do what I see lady journalists do,
interviewing and writing descriptions and trying to remember conversations.
I am told that, with a little practice, one can remember all that
goes on or that one hears said during a day.
However, we shall see. I will tell you of my little plans when we
meet. I have just had a few hurried lines from Jonathan from Transylvania.
He is well, and will be returning in about a week. I am longing
to hear all his news. It must be nice to see strange countries.
I wonder if we, I mean Jonathan and I, shall ever see them together.
There is the ten o'clock bell ringing. Goodbye.
Your loving
Mina
Tell me all the news when you write. You have not told me anything
for a long time. I hear rumours, and especially of a tall, handsome,
curly-haired man.???
LETTER, LUCY WESTENRA TO MINA MURRAY
17, Chatham Street
Wednesday
My dearest Mina,
I must say you tax me very unfairly with being a bad correspondent.
I wrote you twice since we parted, and your last letter was only
your second. Besides, I have nothing to tell you. There is really
nothing to interest you.
Town is very pleasant just now, and we go a great deal to picture-galleries
and for walks and rides in the park. As to the tall, curly-haired
man, I suppose it was the one who was with me at the last Pop. Someone
has evidently been telling tales.
That was Mr. Holmwood. He often comes to see us, and he and Mamma
get on very well together, they have so many things to talk about
in common.
We met some time ago a man that would just do for you, if you were
not already engaged to Jonathan. He is an excellant parti, being
handsome, well off, and of good birth. He is a doctor and really
clever. Just fancy! He is only nine-and twenty, and he has an immense
lunatic asylum all under his own care. Mr. Holmwood introduced him
to me, and he called here to see us, and often comes now. I think
he is one of the most resolute men I ever saw, and yet the most
calm. He seems absolutely imperturbable. I can fancy what a wonderful
power he must have over his patients. He has a curious habit of
looking one straight in the face, as if trying to read one's thoughts.
He tries this on very much with me, but I flatter myself he has
got a tough nut to crack. I know that from my glass.
Do you ever try to read your own face? I do, and I can tell you
it is not a bad study, and gives you more trouble than you can well
fancy if you have never tried it.
He say that I afford him a curious psychological study, and I humbly
think I do. I do not, as you know, take sufficient interest in dress
to be able to describe the new fashions. Dress is a bore. That is
slang again, but never mind. Arthur says that every day.
There, it is all out, Mina, we have told all our secrets to each
other since we were children. We have slept together and eaten together,
and laughed and cried together, and now, though I have spoken, I
would like to speak more. Oh, Mina, couldn't you guess? I love him.
I am blushing as I write, for although I think he loves me, he has
not told me so in words. But, oh, Mina, I love him. I love him!
There, that does me good.
I wish I were with you, dear, sitting by the fire undressing, as
we used to sit, and I would try to tell you what I feel. I do not
know how I am writing this even to you. I am afraid to stop, or
I should tear up the letter, and I don't want to stop, for I do
so want to tell you all. Let me hear from you at once, and tell
me all that you think about it. Mina, pray for my happiness.
Lucy
P.S.--I need not tell you this is a secret. Goodnight again. L.
LETTER, LUCY WESTENRA TO MINA MURRAY
24 May
My dearest Mina,
Thanks, and thanks, and thanks again for your sweet letter. It was
so nice to be able to tell you and to have your sympathy.
My dear, it never rains but it pours. How true the old proverbs
are. Here am I, who shall be twenty in September, and yet I never
had a proposal till today, not a real proposal, and today I had
three. Just fancy! Three proposals in one day! Isn't it awful! I
feel sorry, really and truly sorry, for two of the poor fellows.
Oh, Mina, I am so happy that I don't know what to do with myself.
And three proposals! But, for goodness' sake, don't tell any of
the girls, or they would be getting all sorts of extravagant ideas,
and imagining themselves injured and slighted if in their very first
day at home they did not get six at least. Some girls are so vain!
You and I, Mina dear, who are engaged and are going to settle down
soon soberly into old married women, can despise vanity. Well, I
must tell you about the three, but you must keep it a secret, dear,
from every one except, of course, Jonathan. You will tell him, because
I would, if I were in your place, certainly tell Arthur. A woman
ought to tell her husband everything. Don't you think so, dear?
And I must be fair. Men like women, certainly their wives, to be
quite as fair as they are. And women, I am afraid, are not always
quite as fair as they should be.
Well, my dear, number One came just before lunch. I told you of
him, Dr. John Seward, the lunatic asylum man, with the strong jaw
and the good forehead. He was very cool outwardly, but was nervous
all the same. He had evidently been schooling himself as to all
sorts of little things, and remembered them, but he almost managed
to sit down on his silk hat, which men don't generally do when they
are cool, and then when he wanted to appear at ease he kept playing
with a lancet in a way that made me nearly scream. He spoke to me,
Mina, very straightfordwardly. He told me how dear I was to him,
though he had known me so little, and what his life would be with
me to help and cheer him. He was going to tell me how unhappy he
would be if I did not care for him, but when he saw me cry he said
he was a brute and would not add to my present trouble. Then he
broke off and asked if I could love him in time, and when I shook
my head his hands trembled, and then with some hesitation he asked
me if I cared already for any one else. He put it very nicely, saying
that he did not want to wring my confidence from me, but only to
know, because if a woman's heart was free a man might have hope.
And then, Mina, I felt a sort of duty to tell him that there was
some one. I only told him that much, and then he stood up, and he
looked very strong and very grave as he took both my hands in his
and said he hoped I would be happy, and that If I ever wanted a
friend I must count him one of my best.
Oh, Mina dear, I can't help crying, and you must excuse this letter
being all blotted. Being proposed to is all very nice and all that
sort of thing, but it isn't at all a happy thing when you have to
see a poor fellow, whom you know loves you honestly, going away
and looking all broken hearted, and to know that, no matter what
he may say at the moment, you are passing out of his life. My dear,
I must stop here at present, I feel so miserable, though I am so
happy.
Evening.
Arthur has just gone, and I feel in better spirits than when I left
off, so I can go on telling you about the day.
Well, my dear, number Two came after lunch. He is such a nice fellow,and
American from Texas, and he looks so young and so fresh that it
seems almost impossible that he has been to so many places and has
such adventures. I sympathize with poor Desdemona when she had such
a stream poured in her ear, even by a black man. I suppose that
we women are such cowards that we think a man will save us from
fears, and we marry him. I know now what I would do if I were a
man and wanted to make a girl love me. No, I don't, for there was
Mr. Morris telling us his stories, and Arthur never told any, and
yet. . .
My dear, I am somewhat previous. Mr. Quincy P. Morris found me alone.
It seems that a man always does find a girl alone. No, he doesn't,
for Arthur tried twice to make a chance, and I helping him all I
could, I am not ashamed to say it now. I must tell you beforehand
that Mr. Morris doesn't always speak slang, that is to say, he never
does so to strangers or before them, for he is really well educated
and has exquisite manners, but he found out that it amused me to
hear him talk American slang,and whenever I was present, and there
was no one to be shocked, he said such funny things. I am afraid,
my dear, he has to invent it all, for it fits exactly into whatever
else he has to say. But this is a way slang has. I do not know myself
if I shall ever speak slang. I do not know if Arthur likes it, as
I have never heard him use any as yet.
Well, Mr. Morris sat down beside me and looked as happy and jolly
as he could, but I could see all the same that he was very nervous.
He took my hand in his, and said ever so sweetly. . .
"Miss Lucy, I know I ain't good enough to regulate the fixin's
of your little shoes, but I guess if you wait till you find a man
that is you will go join them seven young women with the lamps when
you quit. Won't you just hitch up alongside of me and let us go
down the long road together, driving in double harness?"
Well, he did look so hood humoured and so jolly that it didn't seem
half so hard to refuse him as it did poor Dr. Seward. So I said,
as lightly as I could, that I did not know anything of hitching,
and that I wasn't broken to harness at all yet. Then he said that
he had spoken in a light manner, and he hoped that if he had made
a mistake in doing so on so grave, so momentous, and occasion for
him, I would forgive him. He really did look serious when he was
saying it, and I couldn't help feeling a sort of exultation that
he was number Two in one day. And then, my dear, before I could
say a word he began pouring out a perfect torrent of love-making,
laying his very heart and soul at my feet. He looked so earnest
over it that I shall never again think that a man must be playful
always, and never earnest, because he is merry at times. I suppose
he saw something in my face which checked him, for he suddenly stopped,and
said with a sort of manly fervour that I could have loved him for
if I had been free. . .
"Lucy, you are an honest hearted girl, I know. I should not
be here speaking to you as I am now if I did not believe you clean
grit, right through to the very depths of your soul. Tell me, like
one good fellow to another, is there any one else that you care
for? And if there is I'll never trouble you a hair's breadth again,
but will be, if you will let me, a very faithful friend."
My dear Mina, why are men so noble when we women are so little worthy
of them? Here was I almost making fun of this great hearted, true
gentleman. I burst into tears, I am afraid, my dear, you will think
this a very sloppy letter in more ways than one, and I really felt
very badly.
Why can't they let a girl marry three men, or as many as want her,
and save all this trouble? But this is heresy, and I must not say
it. I am glad to say that, though I was crying, I was able to look
into Mr. Morris' brave eyes, and I told him out straight. . .
"Yes, there is some one I love, though he has not told me yet
that he even loves me." I was right to speak to him so frankly,
for quite a light came into his face, and he put out both his hands
and took mine, I think I put them into his, and said in a hearty
way. . .
"That's my brave girl. It's better worth being late for a chance
of winning you than being in time for any other girl in the world.
Don't cry, my dear. If it's for me, I'm a hard nut to crack, and
I take it standing up. If that other fellow doesn't know his happiness,
well, he'd better look for it soon, or he'll have to deal with me.
Little girl, your honesty and pluck have made me a friend, and that's
rarer than a lover, it's more selfish anyhow. My dear, I'm going
to have a pretty lonely walk between this and Kingdom Come. Won't
you give me one kiss? It'll be something to keep off the darkness
now and then. You can, you know, if you like, for that other good
fellow, or you could not love him, hasn't spoken yet."
That quite won me, Mina, for it was brave and sweet of him, and
noble too, to a rival, wasn't it? And he so sad, so I leant over
and kissed him.
He stood up with my two hands in his, and as he looked down into
my face, I am afraid I was blushing very much, he said, "Little
girl, I hold your hand, and you've kissed me, and if these things
don't make us friends nothing ever will. Thank you for your sweet
honesty to me, and goodbye."
He wrung my hand, and taking up his hat, went straight out of the
room without looking back, without a tear or a quiver or a pause,
and I am crying like a baby.
Oh, why must a man like that be made unhappy when there are lots
of girls about who would worship the very ground he trod on? I know
I would if I were free, only I don't want to be free My dear, this
quite upset me, and I feel I cannot write of happiness just at once,
after telling you of it,and I don't wish to tell of the number Three
until it can be all happy. Ever your loving. . .
Lucy
P.S.--Oh, about number Three, I needn't tell you of number Three,
need I? Besides, it was all so confused. It seemed only a moment
from his coming into the room till both his arms were round me,
and he was kissing me. I am very, very happy, and I don't know what
I have done to deserve it. I must only try in the future to show
that I am not ungrateful to God for all His goodness to me in sending
to me such a lover, such a husband, and such a friend.
Goodbye.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY (Kept in phonograph)
25 May.--Ebb tide in appetite today. Cannot eat, cannot rest, so
diary instead. since my rebuff of yesterday I have a sort of empty
feeling. Nothing in the world seems of sufficient importance to
be worth the doing. As I knew that the only cure for this sort of
thing was work, I went amongst the patients. I picked out one who
has afforded me a study of much interest. He is so quaint that I
am determined to understand him as well as I can. Today I seemed
to get nearer than ever before to the heart of his mystery.
I questioned him more fully than I had ever done, with a view to
making myself master of the facts of his hallucination. In my manner
of doing it there was, I now see, something of cruelty. I seemed
to wish to keep him to the point of his madness, a thing which I
avoid with the patients as I would the mouth of hell.
(Mem., Under what circumstances would I not avoid the pit of hell?)
Omnia Romae venalia sunt. Hell has its price! If there be anything
behind this instinct it will be valuable to trace it afterwards
accurately, so I had better commence to do so, therefore. . .
R. M, Renfield, age 59. Sanguine temperament, great physical strength,
morbidly excitable, periods of gloom, ending in some fixed idea
which I cannot make out. I presume that the sanguine temperament
itself and the disturbing influence end in a mentally-accomplished
finish, a possibly dangerous man, probably dangerous if unselfish.
In selfish men caution is as secure an armour for their foes as
for themselves. What I think of on this point is, when self is the
fixed point the centripetal force is balanced with the centrifugal.
When duty, a cause, etc., is the fixed point, the latter force is
paramount, and only accident of a series of accidents can balance
it.
LETTER, QUINCEY P. MORRIS TO HON. ARTHUR HOLMOOD
25 May.
My dear Art,
We've told yarns by the campfire in the prairies, and dressed one
another's wounds after trying a landing at the Marquesas, and drunk
healths on the shore of Titicaca. There are more yarns to be told,and
other wounds to be healed, and another health to be drunk. Won't
you let this be at my campfire tomorrow night? I have no hesitation
in asking you, as I know a certain lady is engaged to a certain
dinner party, and that you are free. There will only be one other,
our old pal at the Korea, Jack Seward. He's coming, too, and we
both want to mingle our weeps over the wine cup, and to drink a
health with all our hearts to the happiest man in all the wide world,
who has won the noblest heart that God has made and best worth winning.
We promise you a hearty welcome, and a loving greeting, and a health
as true as your own right hand. We shall both swear to leave you
at home if you drink too deep to a certain pair of eyes. Come!
Yours, as ever and always,
Quincey P. Morris
TELEGRAM FROM ARTHUR HOLMWOOD TO QUINCEY P. MORRIS
26 May
Count me in every time. I bear messages which will make both your
ears tingle.
Art
CHAPTER 6
MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL
24 July. Whitby.--Lucy met me at the station, looking sweeter and
lovlier than ever, and we drove up to the house at the Crescent
in which they have rooms. This is a lovely place. The little river,
the Esk, runs through a deep valley, which broadens out as it comes
near the harbour. A great viaduct runs across, with high piers,
through which the view seems somehow further away than it really
is. The valley is beautifully green, and it is so steep that when
you are on the high land on either side you look right across it,
unless you are near enough to see down. The houses of the old town--
the side away from us, are all red-roofed, and seem piled up one
over the other anyhow, like the pictures we see of Nuremberg. Right
over the town is the ruin of Whitby Abbey, which was sacked by the
Danes, and which is the scene of part of "Marmion," where
the girl was built up in the wall. It is a most noble ruin, of immense
size, and full of beautiful and romantic bits. There is a legend
that a white lady is seen in one of the windows. Between it and
the town there is another church, the parish one, round which is
a big graveyard, all full of tombstones. This is to my mind the
nicest spot in Whitby, for it lies right over the town, and has
a full view of the harbour and all up the bay to where the headland
called Kettleness stretches out into the sea. It descends so steeply
over the harbour that part of the bank has fallen away, and some
of the graves have been destroyed.
In one place part of the stonework of the graves stretches out over
the sandy pathway far below. There are walks, with seats beside
them, through the churchyard, and people go and sit there all day
long looking at the beautiful view and enjoying the breeze.
I shall come and sit here often myself and work. Indeed, I am writing
now, with my book on my knee, and listening to the talk of three
old men who are sitting beside me. They seem to do nothing all day
but sit here and talk.
The harbour lies below me, with, on the far side, one long granite
wall stretching out into the sea, with a curve outwards at the end
of it, in the middle of which is a lighthouse. A heavy seawall runs
along outside of it. On the near side, the seawall makes an elbow
crooked inversely, and its end too has a lighthouse. Between the
two piers there is a narrow opening into the harbour, which then
suddenly widens.
It is nice at high water, but when the tide is out it shoals away
to nothing,and there is merely the stream of the Esk, running between
banks of sand, with rocks here and there. Outside the harbour on
this side there rises for about half a mile a great reef, the sharp
of which runs straight out from behind the south lighthouse. At
the end of it is a buoy with a bell, which swings in bad weather,
and sends in a mournful sound on the wind.
They have a legend here that when a ship is lost bells are heard
out at sea. I must ask the old man about this. He is coming this
way. . .
He is a funny old man. He must be awfully old, for his face is gnarled
and twisted like the bark of a tree. He tells me that he is nearly
a hundred, and that he was a sailor in the Greenland fishing fleet
when Waterloo was fought. He is, I am afraid, a very sceptical person,
for when I asked him about the bells at sea and the White Lady at
the abbey he said very brusquely,
"I wouldn't fash masel' about them, miss. Them things be all
wore out. Mind, I don't say that they never was, but I do say that
they wasn't in my time. They be all very well for comers and trippers,
an' the like, but not for a nice young lady like you. Them feet-folks
from York and Leeds that be always eatin'cured herrin's and drinkin'
tea an' lookin' out to buy cheap jet would creed aught. I wonder
masel' who'd be bothered tellin' lies to them, even the newspapers,
which is full of fool-talk."
I thought he would be a good person to learn interesting things
from, so I asked him if he would mind telling me something about
the whale fishing in the old days. He was just settling himself
to begin when the clock struck six, whereupon he laboured to get
up, and said,
"I must gang ageeanwards home now, miss. My grand-daughter
doesn't like to be kept waitin' when the tea is ready, for it takes
me time to crammle aboon the grees, for there be a many of `em,
and miss, I lack belly-timber sairly by the clock."
He hobbled away, and I could see him hurrying, as well as he could,
down the steps. The steps are a great feature on the place. They
lead from the town to the church, there are hundreds of them, I
do not know how many, and they wind up in a delicate curve. The
slope is so gentle that a horse could easily walk up and down them.
I think they must originally have had something to do with the abbey.
I shall go home too. Lucy went out, visiting with her mother, and
as they were only duty calls, I did not go.
1 August.--I came up here an hour ago with Lucy, and we had a most
interesting talk with my old friend and the two others who always
come and join him. He is evidently the Sir Oracle of them,and I
should think must have been in his time a most dictatorial person.
He will not admit anything, and down faces everybody. If he can't
out-argue them he bullies them,and then takes their silence for
agreement with his views.
Lucy was looking sweetly pretty in her white lawn frock. She has
got a beautiful colour since she has been here.
I noticed that the old men did not lose any time in coming and sitting
near her when we sat down. She is so sweet with old people, I think
they all fell in love with her on the spot. Even my old man succumbed
and did not contradict her, but gave me double share instead. I
got him on the subject of the legends , and he went off at once
into a sort of sermon. I must try to remember it and put it down.
"It be all fool-talk, lock, stock, and barrel, that's what
it be and nowt else. These bans an' wafts an' boh-ghosts an' bar-guests
an' bogles an' all anent them is only fit to set bairns an' dizzy
women a'belderin'. They be nowt but air-blebs. They, an' all grims
an' signs an' warnin's, be all invented by parsons an' illsome berk-bodies
an' railway touters to skeer an' scunner hafflin's, an' to get folks
to do somethin' that they don't other incline to. It makes me ireful
to think o' them. Why, it's them that, not content with printin'
lies on paper an' preachin' them ou t of pulpits, does want to be
cuttin' them on the tombstones. Look here all around you in what
airt ye will. All them steans, holdin' up their heads as well as
they can out of their pride, is acant, simply tumblin' down with
the weight o' the lies wrote on them, `Here lies the body' or `Sacred
to the memory' wrote on all of them, an' yet in nigh half of them
there bean't no bodies at all, an' the memories of them bean't cared
a pinch of snuff about, much less sacred. Lies all of them, nothin'
but lies of one kind or another! My gog, but it'll be a quare scowderment
at the Day of Judgment when they come tumblin' up in their death-sarks,
all jouped together an' trying' to drag their tombsteans with them
to prove how good they was, some of them trimmlin' an' dithering,
with their hands that dozzened an' slippery from lyin' in the sea
that they can't even keep their gurp o' them."
I could see from the old fellow's self-satisfied air and the way
in which he looked round for the approval of his cronies that he
was "showing off," so I put in a word to keep him going.
"Oh, Mr. Swales, you can't be serious. Surely these tombstones
are not all wrong?"
"Yabblins! There may be a poorish few not wrong, savin' where
they make out the people too good, for there be folk that do think
a balm-bowl be like the sea, if only it be their own. The whole
thing be only lies. Now look you here. You come here a stranger,
an' you see this kirkgarth."
I nodded, for I thought it better to assent, though I did not quite
understand his dialect. I knew it had something to do with the church.
He went on, "And you consate that all these steans be aboon
folk that be haped here, snod an' snog?" I assented again.
"Then that be just where the lie comes in. Why, there be scores
of these laybeds that be toom as old Dun's `baccabox on Friday night."
He nudged one of his companions, and they all laughed. "And,
my gog! How could they be otherwise? Look at that one, the aftest
abaft the bier-bank, read it!"
I went over and read, "Edward Spencelagh, master mariner, murdered
by pirates off the coast of Andres, April, 1854, age 30." When
I came back Mr. Swales went on,
"Who brought him home, I wonder, to hap him here? Murdered
off the coast of Andres! An' you consated his body lay under! Why,
I could name ye a dozen whose bones lie in the Greenland seas above,"
he pointed northwards, "or where the currants may have drifted
them. There be the steans around ye. Ye can, with your young eyes,
read the small print of the lies from here. This Braithwaite Lowery,
I knew his father, lost in the Lively off Greenland in `20, or Andrew
Woodhouse, drowned in the same seas in 1777, or John Paxton, drowned
off Cape Farewell a year later, or old John Rawlings, whose grandfather
sailed with me, drowned in the Gulf of Finland in `50. Do ye think
that all these men will have to make a rush to Whitby when the trumpet
sounds? I have me antherums aboot it! I tell ye that when they got
here they'd be jommlin' and jostlin' one another that way that it
`ud be like a fight up on the ice in the old days, when we'd be
at one another from daylight to dark, an' tryin' to tie up our cuts
by the aurora borealis." This was evidently local pleasantry,
for the old man cackled over it, and his cronies joined in with
gusto.
"But," I said, "surely you are not quite correct,
for you start on the assumption that all the poor people, or their
spirits, will have to take their tombstones with them on the Day
of Judgment. Do you think that will be really necessary?"
"Well, what else be they tombstones for? Answer me that, miss!"
"To please their relatives, I suppose."
"To please their relatives, you suppose!" This he said
with intense scorn. "How will it pleasure their relatives to
know that lies is wrote over them, and that everybody in the place
knows that they be lies?"
He pointed to a stone at our feet which had been laid down as a
slab, on which the seat was rested, close to the edge of the cliff.
"Read the lies on that thruff-stone," he said.
The letters were upside down to me from where I sat, but Lucy was
more opposite to them, so she leant over and read, "Sacred
to the memory of George Canon, who died, in the hope of a glorious
resurrection, on July 29,1873, falling from the rocks at Kettleness.
This tomb was erected by his sorrowing mother to her dearly beloved
son.`He was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow.' Really,
Mr. Swales, I don't see anything very funny in that!" She spoke
her comment very gravely and somewhat severely.
"Ye don't see aught funny! Ha-ha! But that's because ye don't
gawm the sorrowin'mother was a hell-cat that hated him because he
was acrewk'd, a regular lamiter he was, an' he hated her so that
he committed suicide in order that she mightn't get an insurance
she put on his life. He blew nigh the top of his head off with an
old musket that they had for scarin' crows with. `twarn't for crows
then, for it brought the clegs and the dowps to him. That's the
way he fell off the rocks. And, as to hopes of a glorious resurrection,
I've often heard him say masel' that he hoped he'd go to hell, for
his mother was so pious that she'd be sure to go to heaven, an'
he didn't want to addle where she was. Now isn't that stean at any
rate," he hammered it with his stick as he spoke, "a pack
of lies? And won't it make Gabriel keckle when Geordie comes pantin'
ut the grees with the tompstean balanced on his hump, and asks to
be took as evidence!"
I did not know what to say, but Lucy turned the conversation as
she said, rising up, "Oh, why did you tell us of this? It is
my favorite seat, and I cannot leave it, and now I find I must go
on sitting over the grave of a suicide."
"That won't harm ye, my pretty, an' it may make poor Geordie
gladsome to have so trim a lass sittin' on his lap. That won't hurt
ye. Why, I've sat here off an' on for nigh twenty years past, an'
it hasn't done me no harm. Don't ye fash about them as lies under
ye, or that doesn' lie there either! It'll be time for ye to be
getting scart when ye see the tombsteans all run away with, and
the place as bare as a stubble-field. There's the clock, and'I must
gang. My service to ye, ladies!" And off he hobbled.
Lucy and I sat awhile, and it was all so beautiful before us that
we took hands as we sat, and she told me all over again about Arthur
and their coming marriage. That made me just a little heart-sick,
for I haven't heard from Jonathan for a whole month.
The same day. I came up here alone, for I am very sad. There was
no letter for me. I hope there cannot be anything the matter with
Jonathan. The clock has just struck nine. I see the lights scattered
all over the town, sometimes in rows where the streets are, and
sometimes singly. They run right up the Esk and die away in the
curve of the valley. To my left the view is cut off by a black line
of roof of the old house next to the abbey. The sheep and lambs
are bleating in the fields away behind me, and there is a clatter
of donkeys' hoofs up the paved road below. The band on the pier
is playing a harsh waltz in good time, and further along the quay
there is a Salvation Army meeting in a back street. Neither of the
bands hears the other, but up here I hear and see them both. I wonder
where Jonathan is and if he is thinking of me! I wish he were here.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
5 June.--The case of Renfield grows more interesting the more I
get to understand the man. He has certain qualities very largely
developed, selfishness, secrecy, and purpose.
I wish I could get at what is the object of the latter. He seems
to have some settled scheme of his own, but what it is I do not
know. His redeeming quality is a love of animals, though, indeed,
he has such curious turns in it that I sometimes imagine he is only
abnormally cruel. His pets are of odd sorts.
Just now his hobby is catching flies. He has at present such a quantity
that I have had myself to expostulate. To my astonishment, he did
not break out into a fury, as I expected, but took the matter in
simple seriousness. He thought for a moment, and then said, "May
I have three days? I shall clear them away." Of course, I said
that would do. I must watch him.
18 June.--He has turned his mind now to spiders,and has got several
very big fellows in a box. He keeps feeding them his flies, and
the number of the latter is becoming sensibly diminished, although
he has used half his food in attracting more flies from outside
to his room.
1 July.--His spiders are now becoming as great a nuisance as his
flies, and today I told him that he must get rid of them.
He looked very sad at this, so I said that he must some of them,
at all events. He cheerfully acquiesced in this, and I gave him
the same time as before for reduction.
He disgusted me much while with him, for when a horrid blowfly,
bloated with some carrion food, buzzed into the room, he caught
it, held it exultantly for a few moments between his finger and
thumb, and before I knew what he was going to do, put it in his
mouth and ate it.
I scolded him for it, but he argued quietly that it was very good
and very wholesome, that it was life, strong life, and gave life
to him. This gave me an idea, or the rudiment of one. I must watch
how he gets rid of his spiders.
He has evidently some deep problem in his mind, for he keeps a little
notebook in which he is always jotting down something. whole pages
of it are filled with masses of figures, generally single numbers
added up in batches, and then the totals added in batches again,
as though he were focussing some account, as the auditors put it.
8 July.--There is a method in his madness,and the rudimentary idea
in my mind is growing. It will be a whole idea soon, and then, oh,
unconscious cerebration, you will have to give the wall to your
conscious brother.
I kept away from my friend for a few days, so that I might notice
if there were any change. Things remain as they were except that
he has parted with some of his pets and got a new one.
He has managed to get a sparrow, and has already partially tamed
it. His means of taming is simple, for already the spiders have
diminshed. Those that do remain, however, are well fed, for he still
brings in the flies by tempting them with his food.
19 July--We are progressing. My friend has now a whole colony of
sparrows, and his flies and spiders are almost obliterated. When
I came in he ran to me and said he wanted to ask me a great favour,
a very, very great favour. And as he spoke, he fawned on me like
a dog.
I asked him what it was, and he said, with a sort of rapture in
his voice and bearing, "A kitten, a nice, little, sleek playful
kitten, that I can play with, and teach, and feed, and feed, and
feed!"
I was not unprepared for this request, for I had noticed how his
pets went on increasing in size and vivacity, but I did not care
that his pretty family of tame sparrows should be wiped out in the
same manner as the flies and spiders. So I said I would see about
it, and asked him if he would not rather have a cat than a kitten.
His eagerness betrayed him as he answered, "Oh, yes, I would
like a cat! I only asked for a kitten lest you should refuse me
a cat. No one would refuse me a kitten, would they?"
I shook my head, and said that at present I feared it would not
be possible, but that I would see about it. His face fell, and I
could see a warning of danger in it, for there was a sudden fierce,
sidelong look which meant killing. The man is an undeveloped homicidal
maniac. I shall test him with his present craving and see how it
will work out, then I shall know more.
10 pm.--I have visited him again and found him sitting in a corner
brooding. When I came in he threw himself on his knees before me
and implored me to let him have a cat, that his salvation depended
upon it.
I was firm, however, and told him that he could not have it, whereupon
he went without a word, and sat down, gnawing his fingers, in the
corner where I had found him. I shall see him in the morning early.
20 July.--Visited Renfield very early, before attendant went his
rounds. Found him up and humming a tune. He was spreading out his
sugar, which he had saved, in the window, and was manifestly beginning
his fly catching again, and beginning it cheerfully and with a good
grace.
I looked around for his birds,and not seeing them,asked him where
they were. He replied, without turning round, that they had all
flown away. There were a few feathers about the room and on his
pillow a drop of blood. I said nothing, but went and told the keeper
to report to me if there were anything odd about him during the
day.
11 am.--The attendant has just been to see me to say that Renfield
has been very sick and has disgorged a whole lot of feathers. "My
belief is, doctor," he said, "that he has eaten his birds,
and that he just took and ate them raw!"
11 pm.--I gave Renfield a strong opiate tonight, enough to make
even him sleep, and took away his pocketbook to look at it. The
thought that has been buzzing about my brain lately is complete,
and the theory proved.
My homicidal maniac is of a peculiar kind. I shall have to invent
a new classification for him, and call him a zoophagous (life-eating)
maniac. What he desires is to absorb as many lives as he can, and
he has laid himself out to achieve it in a cumulative way. He gave
many flies to one spider and many spiders to one bird, and then
wanted a cat to eat the many birds. What would have been his later
steps?
It would almost be worth while to complete the experiment. It might
be done if there were only a sufficient cause. Men sneered at vivisection,
and yet look at its results today! Why not advance science in its
most difficult and vital aspect, the knowledge of the brain?
Had I even the secret of one such mind, did I hold the key to the
fancy of even one lunatic, I might advance my own branch of science
to a pitch compared with which Burdon-Sanderson's physiology or
Ferrier's brain knowledge would be as nothing. If only there were
a sufficient cause! I must not think too much of this, or I may
be tempted. A good cause might turn the scale with me, for may not
I too be of an exceptional brain, congenitally?
How well the man reasoned. Lunatics always do within their own scope.
I wonder at how many lives he values a man, or if at only one. He
has closed the account most accurately, and today begun a new record.
How many of us begin a new record with each day of our lives?
To me it seems only yesterday that my whole life ended with my new
hope, and that truly I began a new record. So it shall be until
the Great Recorder sums me up and closes my ledger account with
a balance to profit or loss.
Oh, Lucy, Lucy, I cannot be angry with you, nor can I be angry with
my friend whose happiness is yours, but I must only wait on hopeless
and work. Work! Work!
If I could have as strong a cause as my poor mad friend there, a
good, unselfish cause to make me work, that would be indeed happiness.
MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL
26 July.--I am anxious,and it soothes me to express myself here.
It is like whispering to one's self and listening at the same time.
And there is also something about the shorthand symbols that makes
it different from writing. I am unhappy about Lucy and about Jonathan.
I had not heard from Jonathan for some time, and was very concerned,
but yesterday dear Mr. Hawkins, who is always so kind, sent me a
letter from him. I had written asking him if he had heard, and he
said the enclosed had just been received. It is only a line dated
from Castle Dracula, and says that he is just starting for home.
That is not like Jonathan. I do not understand it, and it makes
me uneasy.
Then, too, Lucy , although she is so well, has lately taken to her
old habit of walking in her sleep. Her mother has spoken to me about
it, and we have decided that I am to lock the door of our room every
night.
Mrs. Westenra has got an idea that sleep-walkers always go out on
roofs of houses and along the edges of cliffs and then get suddenly
wakened and fall over with a despairing cry that echoes all over
the place.
Poor dear, she is naturally anxious about Lucy, and she tells me
that her husband, Lucy's father, had the same habit, that he would
get up in the night and dress himself and go out, if he were not
stopped.
Lucy is to be married in the autumn, and she is already planning
out her dresses and how her house is to be arranged. I sympathise
with her, for I do the same, only Jonathan and I will start in life
in a very simple way, and shall have to try to make both ends meet.
Mr. Holmwood, he is the Hon. Arthur Holmwood, only son of Lord Godalming,
is coming up here very shortly, as soon as he can leave town, for
his father is not very well, and I think dear Lucy is counting the
moments till he comes.
She wants to take him up in the seat on the churchyard cliff and
show him the beauty of Whitby. I daresay it is the waiting which
disturbs her. She will be all right when he arrives.
27 July.--No news from Jonathan. I am getting quite uneasy about
him, though why I should I do not know, but I do wish that he would
write, if it were only a single line.
Lucy walks more than ever, and each night I am awakened by her moving
about the room. Fortunately, the weather is so hot that she cannot
get cold. But still, the anxiety and the perpetually being awakened
is beginning to tell on me, and I am getting nervous and wakeful
myself. Thank God, Lucy's health keeps up. Mr. Holmwood has been
suddenly called to Ring to see his father, who has been taken seriously
ill. Lucy frets at the postponement of seeing him, but it does not
touch her looks. She is a trifle stouter, and her cheeks are a lovely
rose-pink. She has lost the anemic look which she had. I pray it
will all last.
3 August.--Another week gone by, and no news from Jonathan, not
even to Mr. Hawkins, from whom I have heard. Oh, I do hope he is
not ill. He surely would have written. I look at that last letter
of his, but somehow it does not satisfy me. It does not read like
him, and yet it is his writing. There is no mistake of that.
Lucy has not walked much in her sleep the last week, but there is
an odd concentration about her which I do not understand, even in
her sleep she seems to be watching me. She tries the door, and finding
it locked, goes about the room searching for the key.
6 August.--Another three days, and no news. This suspense is getting
dreadful. If I only knew where to write to or where to go to, I
should feel easier. But no one has heard a word of Jonathan since
that last letter. I must only pray to God for patience.
Lucy is more excitable than ever, but is otherwise well. Last night
was very threatening, and the fishermen say that we are in for a
storm. I must try to watch it and learn the weather signs.
Today is a gray day,and the sun as I write is hidden in thick clouds,
high over Kettleness. Everything is gray except the green grass,
which seems like emerald amongst it, gray earthy rock, gray clouds,
tinged with the sunburst at the far edge, hang over the gray sea,
into which the sandpoints stretch like gray figures. The sea is
tumbling in over the shallows and the sandy flats with a roar, muffled
in the sea-mists drifting inland. The horizon is lost in a gray
mist. All vastness, the clouds are piled up like giant rocks, and
there is a `brool' over the sea that sounds like some passage of
doom. Dark figures are on the beach here and there, sometimes half
shrouded in the mist, and seem `men like trees walking'. The fishing
boats are racing for home, and rise and dip in the ground swell
as they sweep into the harbour, bending to the scuppers. Here comes
old Mr. Swales. He is making straight for me, and I can see, by
the way he lifts his hat, that he wants to talk.
I have been quite touched by the change in the poor old man. When
he sat down beside me, he said in a very gentle way, "I want
to say something to you, miss."
I could see he was not at ease, so I took his poor old wrinkled
hand in mine and asked him to speak fully.
So he said, leaving his hand in mine, "I'm afraid, my deary,
that I must have shocked you by all the wicked things I've been
sayin' about the dead, and such like, for weeks past, but I didn't
mean them, and I want ye to remember that when I'm gone. We aud
folks that be daffled, and with one foot abaft the krok-hooal, don't
altogether like to think of it, and we don't want to feel scart
of it, and that's why I've took to makin' light of it, so that I'd
cheer up my own heart a bit. But, Lord love ye, miss, I ain't afraid
of dyin', not a bit, only I don't want to die if I can help it.
My time must be nigh at hand now, for I be aud, and a hundred years
is too much for any man to expect. And I'm so nigh it that the Aud
Man is already whettin' his scythe. Ye see, I can't get out o' the
habit of caffin' about it all at once. The chafts will wag as they
be used to. Some day soon the Angel of Death will sound his trumpet
for me. But don't ye dooal an' greet, my deary!"-- for he saw
that I was crying--"if he should come this very night I'd not
refuse to answer his call. For life be, after all, only a waitin'
for somethin' else than what we're doin', and death be all that
we can rightly depend on. But I'm content, for it's comin' to me,
my deary, and comin' quick. It may be comin' while we be lookin'
and wonderin'. Maybe it's in that wind out over the sea that's bringin'
with it loss and wreck, and sore distress, and sad hearts. Look!
Look!" he cried suddenly. "There's something in that wind
and in the hoast beyont that sounds, and looks, and tastes, and
smells like death. It's in the air. I feel it comin'. Lord, make
me answer cheerful, when my call comes!" He held up his arms
devoutly, and raised his hat. His mouth moved as though he were
praying. After a few minutes' silence, he got up, shook hands with
me, and blessed me, and said goodbye, and hobbled off. It all touched
me, and upset me very much.
I was glad when the coastguard came along, with his spyglass under
his arm. He stopped to talk with me, as he always does, but all
the time kept looking at a strange ship.
"I can't make her out," he said. "She's a Russian,
by the look of her. But she's knocking about in the queerest way.
She doesn't know her mind a bit. She seems to see the storm coming,
but can't decide whether to run up north in the open, or to put
in here. Look there again! She is steered mighty strangely, for
she doesn't mind the hand on the wheel, changes about with every
puff of wind. We'll hear more of her before this time tomorrow."
CHAPTER 7 - CUTTING FROM "THE DAILYGRAPH," 8 AUGUST
(PASTED IN MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL)
From a correspondent.
Whitby.
One of the greatest and suddenest storms on record has just been
experienced here, with results both strange and unique. The weather
had been somewhat sultry, but not to any degree uncommon in the
month of August. Saturday evening was as fine as was ever known,
and the great body of holiday-makers laid out yesterday for visits
to Mulgrave Woods, Robin Hood's Bay, Rig Mill, Runswick, Staithes,
and the various trips in the neighborhood of Whitby. The steamers
Emma and Scarborough made trips up and down the coast, and there
was an unusual amount of `tripping' both to and from Whitby. The
day was unusually fine till the afternoon, when some of the gossips
who frequent the East Cliff churchyard, and from the commanding
eminence watch the wide sweep of sea visible to the north and east,
called attention to a sudden show of `mares tails' high in the sky
to the northwest. The wind was then blowing from the south-west
in the mild degree which in barometrical language is ranked `No.
2, light breeze.'
The coastguard on duty at once made report, and one old fisherman,
who for more than half a century has kept watch on weather signs
from the East Cliff, foretold in an emphatic manner the coming of
a sudden storm. The approach of sunset was so very beautiful, so
grand in its masses ........