I wanted to secure a friend, and not to make an enemy,
so I thanked him, gave the address at Dr. Seward's and came away. It
was now dark, and I was tired and hungry. I got a cup of tea at the
Aerated Bread Company and came down to Purfleet by the next train.
I found all the others at home. Mina was looking tired and pale, but
she made a gallant effort to be bright and cheerful. It wrung my heart
to think that I had had to keep anything from her and so caused her
inquietude. Thank God, this will be the last night of her looking on
at our conferences, and feeling the sting of our not showing our confidence.
It took all my courage to hold to the wise resolution of keeping her
out of our grim task. She seems somehow more reconciled, or else the
very subject seems to have become repugnant to her, for when any accidental
allusion is made she actually shudders. I am glad we made our resolution
in time, as with such a feeling as this, our growing knowledge would
be torture to her.
I could not tell the others of the day's discovery till we were alone,
so after dinner, followed by a little music to save appearances even
amongst ourselves, I took Mina to her room and left her to go to bed.
The dear girl was more affectionate with me than ever, and clung to
me as though she would detain me, but there was much to be talked of
and I came away. Thank God, the ceasing of telling things has made no
difference between us.
When I came down again I found the others all gathered round the fire
in the study. In the train I had written my diary so far, and simply
read it off to them as the best means of letting them get abreast of
my own information.
When I had finished Van Helsing said, "This has been a great day's
work, friend Jonathan. Doubtless we are on the track of the missing
boxes. If we find them all in that house, then our work is near the
end. But if there be some missing, we must search until we find them.
Then shall we make our final coup, and hunt the wretch to his real death."
We all sat silent awhile and all at once Mr. Morris spoke, "Say!
How are we going to get into that house?"
"We got into the other," answered Lord Godalming quickly.
"But, Art, this is different. We broke house at Carfax, but we
had night and a walled park to protect us. It will be a mighty different
thing to commit burglary in Piccadilly, either by day or night. I confess
I don't see how we are going to get in unless that agency duck can find
us a key of some sort."
Lord Godalming's brows contracted, and he stood up and walked about
the room. By-and-by he stopped and said, turning from one to another
of us, "Quincey's head is level. This burglary business is getting
serious. We got off once all right, but we have now a rare job on hand.
Unless we can find the Count's key basket."
As nothing could well be done before morning, and as it would be at
least advisable to wait till Lord Godalming should hear from Mitchell's,
we decided not to take any active step before breakfast time. For a
good while we sat and smoked, discussing the matter in its various lights
and bearings. I took the opportunity of bringing this diary right up
to the moment. I am very sleepy and shall go to bed. . .
Just a line. Mina sleeps soundly and her breathing is regular. Her forehead
is puckered up into little wrinkles, as though she thinks even in her
sleep. She is still too pale, but does not look so haggard as she did
this morning. Tomorrow will, I hope, mend all this. She will be herself
at home in Exeter. Oh, but I am sleepy!
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
1 October.--I am puzzled afresh about Renfield. His moods change so
rapidly that I find it difficult to keep touch of them, and as they
always mean something more than his own well-being, they form a more
than interesting study. This morning, when I went to see him after his
repulse of Van Helsing, his manner was that of a man commanding destiny.
He was, in fact, commanding destiny, subjectively. He did not really
care for any of the things of mere earth, he was in the clouds and looked
down on all the weaknesses and wants of us poor mortals.
I thought I would improve the occasion and learn something, so I asked
him, "What about the flies these times?"
He smiled on me in quite a superior sort of way, such a smile as would
have become the face of Malvolio, as he answered me, "The fly,
my dear sir, has one striking feature. It's wings are typical of the
aerial powers of the psychic faculties. The ancients did well when they
typified the soul as a butterfly!"
I thought I would push his analogy to its utmost logically, so I said
quickly, "Oh, it is a soul you are after now, is it?"
His madness foiled his reason, and a puzzled look spread over his face
as, shaking his head with a decision which I had but seldom seen in
him.
He said, "Oh, no, oh no! I want no souls. Life is all I want."
Here he brightened up. "I am pretty indifferent about it at present.
Life is all right. I have all I want. You must get a new patient, doctor,
if you wish to study zoophagy!"
This puzzled me a little, so I drew him on. "Then you command life.
You are a god, I suppose?"
He smiled with an ineffably benign superiority. "Oh no! Far be
it from me to arrogate to myself the attributes of the Deity. I am not
even concerned in His especially spiritual doings. If I may state my
intellectual position I am, so far as concerns things purely terrestrial,
somewhat in the position which Enoch occupied spiritually!"
This was a poser to me. I could not at the moment recall Enoch's appositeness,
so I had to ask a simple question, though I felt that by so doing I
was lowering myself in the eyes of the lunatic. "And why with Enoch?"
"Because he walked with God."
I could not see the analogy, but did not like to admit it, so I harked
back to what he had denied. "So you don't care about life and you
don't want souls. Why not?" I put my question quickly and somewhat
sternly, on purpose to disconcert him.
The effort succeeded, for an instant he unconsciously relapsed into
his old servile manner, bent low before me, and actually fawned upon
me as he replied. "I don't want any souls, indeed, indeed! I don't.
I couldn't use them if I had them. They would be no manner of use to
me. I couldn't eat them or. . ."
He suddenly stopped and the old cunning look spread over his face, like
a wind sweep on the surface of the water.
"And doctor, as to life, what is it after all? When you've got
all you require, and you know that you will never want, that is all.
I have friends, good friends, like you, Dr. Seward."This was said
with a leer of inexpressible cunning. "I know that I shall never
lack the means of life!"
I think that through the cloudiness of his insanity he saw some antagonism
in me, for he at once fell back on the last refuge of such as he, a
dogged silence. After a short time I saw that for the present it was
useless to speak to him. He was sulky, and so I came away.
Later in the day he sent for me. Ordinarily I would not have come without
special reason, but just at present I am so interested in him that I
would gladly make an effort. Besides, I am glad to have anything to
help pass the time. Harker is out, following up clues, and so are Lord
Godalming and Quincey. Van Helsing sits in my study poring over the
record prepared by the Harkers. He seems to think that by accurate knowledge
of all details he will light up on some clue. He does not wish to be
disturbed in the work, without cause. I would have taken him with me
to see the patient, only I thought that after his last repulse he might
not care to go again. There was also another reason. Renfield might
not speak so freely before a third person as when he and I were alone.
I found him sitting in the middle of the floor on his stool, a pose
which is generally indicative of some mental energy on his part. When
I came in, he said at once, as though the question had been waiting
on his lips. "What about souls?"
It was evident then that my surmise had been correct. Unconscious cerebration
was doing its work, even with the lunatic. I determined to have the
matter out.
"What about them yourself?" I asked.
He did not reply for a moment but looked all around him, and up and
down, as though he expected to find some inspiration for an answer.
"I don't want any souls!" He said in a feeble, apologetic
way. The matter seemed preying on his mind, and so I determined to use
it, to "be cruel only to be kind." So I said, "You like
life, and you want life?"
"Oh yes! But that is all right. You needn't worry about that!"
"But," I asked, "how are we to get the life without getting
the soul also?"
This seemed to puzzle him, so I followed it up, "A nice time you'll
have some time when you're flying out here, with the souls of thousands
of flies and spiders and birds and cats buzzing and twittering and moaning
all around you. You've got their lives, you know, and you must put up
with their souls!"
Something seemed to affect his imagination, for he put his fingers to
his ears and shut his eyes, screwing them up tightly just as a small
boy does when his face is being soaped. There was something pathetic
in it that touched me. It also gave me a lesson, for it seemed that
before me was a child, only a child, though the features were worn,
and the stubble on the jaws was white. It was evident that he was undergoing
some process of mental disturbance, and knowing how his past moods had
interpreted things seemingly foreign to himself, I thought I would enter
into his mind as well as I could and go with him
The first step was to restore confidence, so I asked him, speaking pretty
loud so that he would hear me through his closed ears, "Would you
like some sugar to get your flies around again?"
He seemed to wake up all at once, and shook his head. With a laugh he
replied, "Not much! Flies are poor things, after all!" After
a pause he added, "But I don't want their souls buzzing round me,
all the same."
"Or spiders?" I went on.
"Blow spiders! What's the use of spiders? There isn't anything
in them to eat or. . ." He stopped suddenly as though reminded
of a forbidden topic.
"So, so!" I thought to myself, "this is the second time
he has suddenly stopped at the word `drink'. What does it mean?"
Renfield seemed himself aware of having made a lapse, for he hurried
on, as though to distract my attention from it, "I don't take any
stock at all in such matters. `Rats and mice and such small deer,' as
Shakespeare has it, `chicken feed of the larder' they might be called.
I'm past all that sort of nonsense. You might as well ask a man to eat
molecules with a pair of chopsticks, as to try to interest me about
the less carnivora, when I know of what is before me."
"I see," I said."You want big things that you can make
your teeth meet in? How would you like to breakfast on an elephant?"
"What ridiculous nonsense you are talking?" He was getting
too wide awake, so I thought I would press him hard.
"I wonder," I said reflectively, "what an elephant's
soul is like!"
The effect I desired was obtained, for he at once fell from his high-horse
and became a child again.
"I don't want an elephant's soul, or any soul at all!" he
said. For a few moments he sat despondently. Suddenly he jumped to his
feet, with his eyes blazing and all the signs of intense cerebral excitement.
"To hell with you and your souls!" he shouted. "Why do
you plague me about souls? Haven't I got enough to worry, and pain,
to distract me already, without thinking of souls?"
He looked so hostile that I thought he was in for another homicidal
fit, so I blew my whistle.
The instant, however, that I did so he became calm, and said apologetically,
"Forgive me, Doctor. I forgot myself. You do not need any help.
I am so worried in my mind that I am apt to be irritable. If you only
knew the problem I have to face, and that I am working out, you would
pity, and tolerate, and pardon me. Pray do not put me in a strait waistcoat.
I want to think and I cannot think freely when my body is confined.
I am sure you will understand!"
He had evidently self-control, so when the attendants came I told them
not to mind, and they withdrew. Renfield watched them go. When the door
was closed he said with considerable dignity and sweetness, "Dr.
Seward, you have been very considerate towards me. Believe me that I
am very, very grateful to you!"
I thought it well to leave him in this mood, and so I came away. There
is certainly something to ponder over in this man's state. Several points
seem to make what the American interviewer calls "a story,"
if one could only get them in proper order. Here they are:
Will not mention "drinking."
Fears the thought of being burdened with the "soul" of anything.
Has no dread of wanting "life" in the future.
Despises the meaner forms of life altogether, though he dreads being
haunted by their souls.
Logically all these things point one way! He has assurance of some kind
that he will acquire some higher life.
He dreads the consequence, the burden of a soul. Then it is a human
life he looks to!
And the assurance. . .?
Merciful God! The Count has been to him, and there is some new scheme
of terror afoot!
Later.--I went after my round to Van Helsing and told him my suspicion.
He grew very grave, and after thinking the matter over for a while asked
me to take him to Renfield. I did so. As we came to the door we heard
the lunatic within singing gaily, as he used to do in the time which
now seems so long ago.
When we entered we saw with amazement that he had spread out his sugar
as of old. The flies, lethargic with the autumn, were beginning to buzz
into the room. We tried to make him talk of the subject of our previous
conversation, but he would not attend. He went on with his singing,
just as though we had not been present. He had got a scrap of paper
and was folding it into a notebook. We had to come away as ignorant
as we went in.
His is a curious case indeed. We must watch him tonight.
LETTER, MITCHELL, SONS & CANDY TO LORD GODALMING.
"1 October.
"My Lord,
"We are at all times only too happy to meet your wishes. We beg,
with regard to the desire of your Lordship, expressed by Mr. Harker
on your behalf, to supply the following information concerning the sale
and purchase of No. 347, Piccadilly. The original vendors are the executors
of the late Mr. Archibald Winter-Suffield. The purchaser is a foreign
nobleman, Count de Ville, who effected the purchase himself paying the
purchase money in notes `over the counter,' if your Lordship will pardon
us using so vulgar an expression. Beyond this we know nothing whatever
of him.
"We are, my Lord,
"Your Lordship's humble servants,
"MITCHELL, SONS & CANDY."
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
2 October.--I placed a man in the corridor last night, and told him
to make an accurate note of any sound he might hear from Renfield's
room, and gave him instructions that if there should be anything strange
he was to call me. After dinner, when we had all gathered round the
fire in the study, Mrs. Harker having gone to bed, we discussed the
attempts and discoveries of the day. Harker was the only one who had
any result, and we are in great hopes that his clue may be an important
one.
Before going to bed I went round to the patient's room and looked in
through the observation trap. He was sleeping soundly, his heart rose
and fell with regular respiration.
This morning the man on duty reported to me that a little after midnight
he was restless and kept saying his prayers somewhat loudly. I asked
him if that was all. He replied that it was all he heard. There was
something about his manner, so suspicious that I asked him point blank
if he had been asleep. He denied sleep, but admitted to having "dozed"
for a while. It is too bad that men cannot be trusted unless they are
watched.
Today Harker is out following up his clue, and Art and Quincey are looking
after horses. Godalming thinks that it will be well to have horses always
in readiness, for when we get the information which we seek there will
be no time to lose. We must sterilize all the imported earth between
sunrise and sunset. We shall thus catch the Count at his weakest, and
without a refuge to fly to. Van Helsing is off to the British Museum
looking up some authorities on ancient medicine. The old physicians
took account of things which their followers do not accept, and the
Professor is searching for witch and demon cures which may be useful
to us later.
I sometimes think we must be all mad and that we shall wake to sanity
in strait waistcoats.
Later.--We have met again. We seem at last to be on the track, and our
work of tomorrow may be the beginning of the end. I wonder if Renfield's
quiet has anything to do with this. His moods have so followed the doings
of the Count, that the coming destruction of the monster may be carried
to him some subtle way. If we could only get some hint as to what passed
in his mind, between the time of my argument with him today and his
resumption of fly-catching, it might afford us a valuable clue. He is
now seemingly quiet for a spell. . . Is he? That wild yell seemed to
come from his room. . .
The attendant came bursting into my room and told me that Renfield had
somehow met with some accident. He had heard him yell, and when he went
to him found him lying on his face on the floor, all covered with blood.
I must go at once. . .
CHAPTER 21
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
3 October.--Let me put down with exactness all that happened, as well
as I can remember, since last I made an entry. Not a detail that I can
recall must be forgotten. In all calmness I must proceed.
When I came to Renfield's room I found him lying on the floor on his
left side in a glittering pool of blood. When I went to move him, it
became at once apparent that he had received some terrible injuries.
There seemed none of the unity of purpose between the parts of the body
which marks even lethargic sanity. As the face was exposed I could see
that it was horribly bruised, as though it had been beaten against the
floor. Indeed it was from the face wounds that the pool of blood originated.
The attendant who was kneeling beside the body said to me as we turned
him over, "I think, sir, his back is broken. See, both his right
arm and leg and the whole side of his face are paralysed." How
such a thing could have happened puzzled the attendant beyond measure.
He seemed quite bewildered, and his brows were gathered in as he said,
"I can't understand the two things. He could mark his face like
that by beating his own head on the floor. I saw a young woman do it
once at the Eversfield Asylum before anyone could lay hands on her.
And I suppose he might have broken his neck by falling out of bed, if
he got in an awkward kink. But for the life of me I can't imagine how
the two things occurred. If his back was broke, he couldn't beat his
head, and if his face was like that before the fall out of bed, there
would be marks of it."
I said to him, "Go to Dr. Van Helsing, and ask him to kindly come
here at once. I want him without an instant's delay."
The man ran off, and within a few minutes the Professor, in his dressing
gown and slippers, appeared. When he saw Renfield on the ground, he
looked keenly at him a moment, and then turned to me. I think he recognized
my thought in my eyes, for he said very quietly, manifestly for the
ears of the attendant, "Ah, a sad accident! He will need very careful
watching, and much attention. I shall stay with you myself, but I shall
first dress myself. If you will remain I shall in a few minutes join
you."
The patient was now breathing stertorously and it was easy to see that
he had suffered some terrible injury.
Van Helsing returned with extraordinary celerity, bearing with him a
surgical case. He had evidently been thinking and had his mind made
up, for almost before he looked at the patient, he whispered to me,
"Send the attendant away. We must be alone with him when he becomes
conscious, after the operation."
I said, "I think that will do now, Simmons. We have done all that
we can at present. You had better go your round, and Dr. Van Helsing
will operate. Let me know instantly if there be anything unusual anywhere."
The man withdrew, and we went into a strict examination of the patient.
The wounds of the face were superficial. The real injury was a depressed
fracture of the skull, extending right up through the motor area.
The Professor thought a moment and said, "We must reduce the pressure
and get back to normal conditions, as far as can be. The rapidity of
the suffusion shows the terrible nature of his injury. The whole motor
area seems affected. The suffusion of the brain will increase quickly,
so we must trephine at once or it may be too late."
As he was speaking there was a soft tapping at the door. I went over
and opened it and found in the corridor without, Arthur and Quincey
in pajamas and slippers, the former spoke, "I heard your man call
up Dr. Van Helsing and tell him of an accident. So I woke Quincey or
rather called for him as he was not asleep. Things are moving too quickly
and too strangely for sound sleep for any of us these times. I've been
thinking that tomorrow night will not see things as they have been.
We'll have to look back, and forward a little more than we have done.
May we come in?"
I nodded, and held the door open till they had entered, then I closed
it again. When Quincey saw the attitude and state of the patient, and
noted the horrible pool on the floor, he said softly, "My God!
What has happened to him? Poor, poor devil!"
I told him briefly, and added that we expected he would recover consciousness
after the operation, for a short time, at all events. He went at once
and sat down on the edge of the bed, with Godalming beside him. We all
watched in patience.
"We shall wait," said Van Helsing, "just long enough
to fix the best spot for trephining, so that we may most quickly and
perfectly remove the blood clot, for it is evident that the haemorrhage
is increasing."
The minutes during which we waited passed with fearful slowness. I had
a horrible sinking in my heart, and from Van Helsing's face I gathered
that he felt some fear or apprehension as to what was to come. I dreaded
the words Renfield might speak. I was positively afraid to think. But
the conviction of what was coming was on me, as I have read of men who
have heard the death watch. The poor man's breathing came in uncertain
gasps. Each instant he seemed as though he would open his eyes and speak,
but then would follow a prolonged stertorous breath, and he would relapse
into a more fixed insensibility. Inured as I was to sick beds and death,
this suspense grew and grew upon me. I could almost hear the beating
of my own heart, and the blood surging through my temples sounded like
blows from a hammer. The silence finally became agonizing. I looked
at my companions, one after another, and saw from their flushed faces
and damp brows that they were enduring equal torture. There was a nervous
suspense over us all, as though overhead some dread bell would peal
out powerfully when we should least expect it.
At last there came a time when it was evident that the patient was sinking
fast. He might die at any moment. I looked up at the Professor and caught
his eyes fixed on mine. His face was sternly set as he spoke, "There
is no time to lose. His words may be worth many lives. I have been thinking
so, as I stood here. It may be there is a soul at stake! We shall operate
just above the ear."
Without another word he made the operation. For a few moments the breathing
continued to be stertorous. Then there came a breath so prolonged that
it seemed as though it would tear open his chest. Suddenly his eyes
opened, and became fixed in a wild, helpless stare. This was continued
for a few moments, then it was softened into a glad surprise, and from
his lips came a sigh of relief. He moved convulsively, and as he did
so, said, "I'll be quiet, Doctor. Tell them to take off the strait
waistcoat. I have had a terrible dream, and it has left me so weak that
I cannot move. What's wrong with my face? It feels all swollen, and
it smarts dreadfully."
He tried to turn his head, but even with the effort his eyes seemed
to grow glassy again so I gently put it back. Then Van Helsing said
in a quiet grave tone, "Tell us your dream, Mr. Renfield."
As he heard the voice his face brightened, through its mutilation, and
he said, "That is Dr. Van Helsing. How good it is of you to be
here. Give me some water, my lips are dry, and I shall try to tell you.
I dreamed". . .
He stopped and seemed fainting. I called quietly to Quincey, "The
brandy, it is in my study, quick!" He flew and returned with a
glass, the decanter of brandy and a carafe of water. We moistened the
parched lips, and the patient quickly revived.
It seemed, however, that his poor injured brain had been working in
the interval, for when he was quite conscious, he looked at me piercingly
with an agonized confusion which I shall never forget, and said, "I
must not deceive myself. It was no dream, but all a grim reality."
Then his eyes roved round the room. As they caught sight of the two
figures sitting patiently on the edge of the bed he went on, "If
I were not sure already, I would know from them."
For an instant his eyes closed, not with pain or sleep but voluntarily,
as though he were bringing all his faculties to bear. When he opened
them he said, hurriedly, and with more energy than he had yet displayed,
"Quick, Doctor, quick, I am dying! I feel that I have but a few
minutes, and then I must go back to death, or worse! Wet my lips with
brandy again. I have something that I must say before I die. Or before
my poor crushed brain dies anyhow. Thank you! It was that night after
you left me, when I implored you to let me go away. I couldn't speak
then, for I felt my tongue was tied. But I was as sane then, except
in that way, as I am now. I was in an agony of despair for a long time
after you left me, it seemed hours. Then there came a sudden peace to
me. My brain seemed to become cool again, and I realized where I was.
I heard the dogs bark behind our house, but not where He was!"
As he spoke, Van Helsing's eyes never blinked, but his hand came out
and met mine and gripped it hard. He did not, however, betray himself.
He nodded slightly and said, "Go on," in a low voice.
Renfield proceeded. "He came up to the window in the mist, as I
had seen him often before, but he was solid then, not a ghost, and his
eyes were fierce like a man's when angry. He was laughing with his red
mouth, the sharp white teeth glinted in the moonlight when he turned
to look back over the belt of trees, to where the dogs were barking.
I wouldn't ask him to come in at first, though I knew he wanted to,
just as he had wanted all along. Then he began promising me things,
not in words but by doing them."
He was interrupted by a word from the Professor, "How?"
"By making them happen. Just as he used to send in the flies when
the sun was shining. Great big fat ones with steel and sapphire on their
wings. And big moths, in the night, with skull and cross-bones on their
backs."
Van Helsing nodded to him as he whispered to me unconsciously, "The
Acherontia Atropos of the Sphinges, what you call the `Death's-head
Moth'?"
The patient went on without stopping, "Then he began to whisper.`Rats,
rats, rats! Hundreds, thousands, millions of them, and every one a life.
And dogs to eat them, and cats too. All lives! All red blood, with years
of life in it, and not merely buzzing flies!' I laughed at him, for
I wanted to see what he could do. Then the dogs howled, away beyond
the dark trees in His house. He beckoned me to the window. I got up
and looked out, and He raised his hands, and seemed to call out without
using any words. A dark mass spread over the grass, coming on like the
shape of a flame of fire. And then He moved the mist to the right and
left, and I could see that there were thousands of rats with their eyes
blazing red, like His only smaller. He held up his hand, and they all
stopped, and I thought he seemed to be saying, `All these lives will
I give you, ay, and many more and greater, through countless ages, if
you will fall down and worship me!' And then a red cloud, like the color
of blood, seemed to close over my eyes, and before I knew what I was
doing, I found myself opening the sash and saying to Him, `Come in,
Lord and Master!' The rats were all gone, but He slid into the room
through the sash, though it was only open an inch wide, just as the
Moon herself has often come in through the tiniest crack and has stood
before me in all her size and splendor."
His voice was weaker, so I moistened his lips with the brandy again,
and he continued, but it seemed as though his memory had gone on working
in the interval for his story was further advanced. I was about to call
him back to the point, but Van Helsing whispered to me, "Let him
go on. Do not interrupt him. He cannot go back, and maybe could not
proceed at all if once he lost the thread of his thought."
He proceeded, "All day I waited to hear from him, but he did not
send me anything, not even a blowfly, and when the moon got up I was
pretty angry with him. When he did slide in through the window, though
it was shut, and did not even knock, I got mad with him. He sneered
at me, and his white face looked out of the mist with his red eyes gleaming,
and he went on as though he owned the whole place, and I was no one.
He didn't even smell the same as he went by me. I couldn't hold him.
I thought that, somehow, Mrs. Harker had come into the room."
The two men sitting on the bed stood up and came over, standing behind
him so that he could not see them, but where they could hear better.
They were both silent, but the Professor started and quivered. His face,
however, grew grimmer and sterner still. Renfield went on without noticing,
"When Mrs. Harker came in to see me this afternoon she wasn't the
same. It was like tea after the teapot has been watered." Here
we all moved, but no one said a word.
He went on, "I didn't know that she was here till she spoke, and
she didn't look the same. I don't care for the pale people. I like them
with lots of blood in them, and hers all seemed to have run out. I didn't
think of it at the time, but when she went away I began to think, and
it made me mad to know that He had been taking the life out of her."
I could feel that the rest quivered, as I did. But we remained otherwise
still. "So when He came tonight I was ready for Him. I saw the
mist stealing in, and I grabbed it tight. I had heard that madmen have
unnatural strength. And as I knew I was a madman, at times anyhow, I
resolved to use my power. Ay, and He felt it too, for He had to come
out of the mist to struggle with me. I held tight, and I thought I was
going to win, for I didn't mean Him to take any more of her life, till
I saw His eyes. They burned into me, and my strength became like water.
He slipped through it, and when I tried to cling to Him, He raised me
up and flung me down. There was a red cloud before me, and a noise like
thunder, and the mist seemed to steal away under the door."
His voice was becoming fainter and his breath more stertorous. Van Helsing
stood up instinctively.
"We know the worst now," he said. "He is here, and we
know his purpose. It may not be too late. Let us be armed, the same
as we were the other night, but lose no time, there is not an instant
to spare."
There was no need to put our fear, nay our conviction, into words, we
shared them in common. We all hurried and took from our rooms the same
things that we had when we entered the Count's house. The Professor
had his ready, and as we met in the corridor he pointed to them significantly
as he said, "They never leave me, and they shall not till this
unhappy business is over. Be wise also, my friends. It is no common
enemy that we deal with Alas! Alas! That dear Madam Mina should suffer!"
He stopped, his voice was breaking, and I do not know if rage or terror
predominated in my own heart.
Outside the Harkers' door we paused. Art and Quincey held back, and
the latter said, "Should we disturb her?"
"We must," said Van Helsing grimly. "If the door be locked,
I shall break it in."
"May it not frighten her terribly? It is unusual to break into
a lady's room!"
Van Helsing said solemnly, "You are always right. But this is life
and death. All chambers are alike to the doctor. And even were they
not they are all as one to me tonight. Friend John, when I turn the
handle, if the door does not open, do you put your shoulder down and
shove. And you too, my friends. Now!"
He turned the handle as he spoke, but the door did not yield. We threw
ourselves against it. With a crash it burst open, and we almost fell
headlong into the room. The Professor did actually fall, and I saw across
him as he gathered himself up from hands and knees. What I saw appalled
me. I felt my hair rise like bristles on the back of my neck, and my
heart seemed to stand still.
The moonlight was so bright that through the thick yellow blind the
room was light enough to see. On the bed beside the window lay Jonathan
Harker, his face flushed and breathing heavily as though in a stupor.
Kneeling on the near edge of the bed facing outwards was the white-clad
figure of his wife. By her side stood a tall, thin man, clad in black.
His face was turned from us, but the instant we saw we all recognized
the Count, in every way, even to the scar on his forehead. With his
left hand he held both Mrs. Harker's hands, keeping them away with her
arms at full tension. His right hand gripped her by the back of the
neck, forcing her face down on his bosom. Her white nightdress was smeared
with blood, and a thin stream trickled down the man's bare chest which
was shown by his torn-open dress. The attitude of the two had a terrible
resemblance to a child forcing a kitten's nose into a saucer of milk
to compel it to drink. As we burst into the room, the Count turned his
face, and the hellish look that I had heard described seemed to leap
into it. His eyes flamed red with devilish passion. The great nostrils
of the white aquiline nose opened wide and quivered at the edge, and
the white sharp teeth, behind the full lips of the blood dripping mouth,
clamped together like those of a wild beast. With a wrench, which threw
his victim back upon the bed as though hurled from a height, he turned
and sprang at us. But by this time the Professor had gained his feet,
and was holding towards him the envelope which contained the Sacred
Wafer. The Count suddenly stopped, just as poor Lucy had done outside
the tomb, and cowered back. Further and further back he cowered, as
we, lifting our crucifixes, advanced. The moonlight suddenly failed,
as a great black cloud sailed across the sky. And when the gaslight
sprang up under Quincey's match, we saw nothing but a faint vapor. This,
as we looked, trailed under the door, which with the recoil from its
bursting open, had swung back to its old position. Van Helsing, Art,
and I moved forward to Mrs. Harker, who by this time had drawn her breath
and with it had given a scream so wild, so ear-piercing, so despairing
that it seems to me now that it will ring in my ears till my dying day.
For a few seconds she lay in her helpless attitude and disarray. Her
face was ghastly, with a pallor which was accentuated by the blood which
smeared her lips and cheeks and chin. From her throat trickled a thin
stream of blood. Her eyes were mad with terror. Then she put before
her face her poor crushed hands, which bore on their whiteness the red
mark of the Count's terrible grip, and from behind them came a low desolate
wail which made the terrible scream seem only the quick expression of
an endless grief. Van Helsing stepped forward and drew the coverlet
gently over her body, whilst Art, after looking at her face for an instant
despairingly, ran out of the room.
Van Helsing whispered to me, "Jonathan is in a stupor such as we
know the Vampire can produce. We can do nothing with poor Madam Mina
for a few moments till she recovers herself. I must wake him!"
He dipped the end of a towel in cold water and with it began to flick
him on the face, his wife all the while holding her face between her
hands and sobbing in a way that was heart breaking to hear. I raised
the blind, and looked out of the window. There was much moonshine, and
as I looked I could see Quincey Morris run across the lawn and hide
himself in the shadow of a great yew tree. It puzzled me to think why
he was doing this. But at the instant I heard Harker's quick exclamation
as he woke to partial consciousness, and turned to the bed. On his face,
as there might well be, was a look of wild amazement. He seemed dazed
for a few seconds, and then full consciousness seemed to burst upon
him all at once, and he started up.
His wife was aroused by the quick movement, and turned to him with her
arms stretched out, as though to embrace him. Instantly, however, she
drew them in again, and putting her elbows together, held her hands
before her face, and shuddered till the bed beneath her shook.
"In God's name what does this mean?" Harker cried out. "Dr.
Seward, Dr. Van Helsing, what is it? What has happened? What is wrong?
Mina, dear what is it? What does that blood mean? My God, my God! Has
it come to this!" And, raising himself to his knees, he beat his
hands wildly together."Good God help us! Help her! Oh, help her!"
With a quick movement he jumped from bed, and began to pull on his clothes,
all the man in him awake at the need for instant exertion. "What
has happened? Tell me all about it!" he cried without pausing.
"Dr. Van Helsing you love Mina, I know. Oh, do something to save
her. It cannot have gone too far yet. Guard her while I look for him!"
His wife, through her terror and horror and distress, saw some sure
danger to him. Instantly forgetting her own grief, she seized hold of
him and cried out.
"No! No! Jonathan, you must not leave me. I have suffered enough
tonight, God knows, without the dread of his harming you. You must stay
with me. Stay with these friends who will watch over you!" Her
expression became frantic as she spoke. And, he yielding to her, she
pulled him down sitting on the bedside, and clung to him fiercely.
Van Helsing and I tried to calm them both. The Professor held up his
golden crucifix, and said with wonderful calmness, "Do not fear,
my dear. We are here, and whilst this is close to you no foul thing
can approach. You are safe for tonight, and we must be calm and take
counsel together."
She shuddered and was silent, holding down her head on her husband's
breast. When she raised it, his white nightrobe was stained with blood
where her lips had touched, and where the thin open wound in the neck
had sent forth drops. The instant she saw it she drew back, with a low
wail, and whispered, amidst choking sobs.
"Unclean, unclean! I must touch him or kiss him no more. Oh, that
it should be that it is I who am now his worst enemy, and whom he may
have most cause to fear."
To this he spoke out resolutely, "Nonsense, Mina. It is a shame
to me to hear such a word. I would not hear it of you. And I shall not
hear it from you. May God judge me by my deserts, and punish me with
more bitter suffering than even this hour, if by any act or will of
mine anything ever come between us!"
He put out his arms and folded her to his breast. And for a while she
lay there sobbing. He looked at us over her bowed head, with eyes that
blinked damply above his quivering nostrils. His mouth was set as steel.
After a while her sobs became less frequent and more faint, and then
he said to me, speaking with a studied calmness which I felt tried his
nervous power to the utmost.
"And now, Dr. Seward, tell me all about it. Too well I know the
broad fact. Tell me all that has been."
I told him exactly what had happened and he listened with seeming impassiveness,
but his nostrils twitched and his eyes blazed as I told how the ruthless
hands of the Count had held his wife in that terrible and horrid position,
with her mouth to the open wound in his breast. It interested me, even
at that moment, to see that whilst the face of white set passion worked
convulsively over the bowed head, the hands tenderly and lovingly stroked
the ruffled hair. Just as I had finished, Quincey and Godalming knocked
at the door. They entered in obedience to our summons. Van Helsing looked
at me questioningly. I understood him to mean if we were to take advantage
of their coming to divert if possible the thoughts of the unhappy husband
and wife from each other and from themselves. So on nodding acquiescence
to him he asked them what they had seen or done. To which Lord Godalming
answered.
"I could not see him anywhere in the passage, or in any of our
rooms. I looked in the study but, though he had been there, he had gone.
He had, however. . ." He stopped suddenly, looking at the poor
drooping figure on the bed.
Van Helsing said gravely, "Go on, friend Arthur. We want here no
more concealments. Our hope now is in knowing all. Tell freely!"
So Art went on, "He had been there, and though it could only have
been for a few seconds, he made rare hay of the place. All the manuscript
had been burned, and the blue flames were flickering amongst the white
ashes. The cylinders of your phonograph too were thrown on the fire,
and the wax had helped the flames."
Here I interrupted. "Thank God there is the other copy in the safe!"
His face lit for a moment, but fell again as he went on. "I ran
downstairs then, but could see no sign of him. I looked into Renfield's
room, but there was no trace there except. . ." Again he paused.
"Go on," said Harker hoarsely. So he bowed his head and moistening
his lips with his tongue, added, "except that the poor fellow is
dead."
Mrs. Harker raised her head, looking from one to the other of us she
said solemnly, "God's will be done!"
I could not but feel that Art was keeping back something. But, as I
took it that it was with a purpose, I said nothing.
Van Helsing turned to Morris and asked, "And you, friend Quincey,
have you any to tell?"
"A little," he answered. "It may be much eventually,
but at present I can't say. I thought it well to know if possible where
the Count would go when he left the house. I did not see him, but I
saw a bat rise from Renfield's window, and flap westward. I expected
to see him in some shape go back to Carfax, but he evidently sought
some other lair. He will not be back tonight, for the sky is reddening
in the east, and the dawn is close. We must work tomorrow!"
He said the latter words through his shut teeth. For a space of perhaps
a couple of minutes there was silence, and I could fancy that I could
hear the sound of our hearts beating.
Then Van Helsing said, placing his hand tenderly on Mrs. Harker's head,
"And now, Madam Mina, poor dear, dear, Madam Mina, tell us exactly
what happened. God knows that I do not want that you be pained, but
it is need that we know all. For now more than ever has all work to
be done quick and sharp, and in deadly earnest. The day is close to
us that must end all, if it may be so, and now is the chance that we
may live and learn."
The poor dear lady shivered, and I could see the tension of her nerves
as she clasped her husband closer to her and bent her head lower and
lower still on his breast. Then she raised her head proudly, and held
out one hand to Van Helsing who took it in his, and after stooping and
kissing it reverently, held it fast. The other hand was locked in that
of her husband, who held his other arm thrown round her protectingly.
After a pause in which she was evidently ordering her thoughts, she
began.
"I took the sleeping draught which you had so kindly given me,
but for a long time it did not act. I seemed to become more wakeful,
and myriads of horrible fancies began to crowd in upon my mind. All
of them connected with death, and vampires, with blood, and pain, and
trouble." Her husband involuntarily groaned as she turned to him
and said lovingly, "Do not fret, dear. You must be brave and strong,
and help me through the horrible task. If you only knew what an effort
it is to me to tell of this fearful thing at all, you would understand
how much I need your help. Well, I saw I must try to help the medicine
to its work with my will, if it was to do me any good, so I resolutely
set myself to sleep. Sure enough sleep must soon have come to me, for
I remember no more. Jonathan coming in had not waked me, for he lay
by my side when next I remember. There was in the room the same thin
white mist that I had before noticed. But I forget now if you know of
this. You will find it in my diary which I shall show you later. I felt
the same vague terror which had come to me before and the same sense
of some presence. I turned to wake Jonathan, but found that he slept
so soundly that it seemed as if it was he who had taken the sleeping
draught, and not I. I tried, but I could not wake him. This caused me
a great fear, and I looked around terrified. Then indeed, my heart sank
within me. Beside the bed, as if he had stepped out of the mist, or
rather as if the mist had turned into his figure, for it had entirely
disappeared, stood a tall, thin man, all in black. I knew him at once
from the description of the others. The waxen face, the high aquiline
nose, on which the light fell in a thin white line, the parted red lips,
with the sharp white teeth showing between, and the red eyes that I
had seemed to see in the sunset on the windows of St. Mary's Church
at Witby. I knew, too, the red scar on his forehead where Jonathan had
struck him. For an instant my heart stood still, and I would have screamed
out, only that I was paralyzed. In the pause he spoke in a sort of keen,
cutting whisper, pointing as he spoke to Jonathan.
"`Silence! If you make a sound I shall take him and dash his brains
out before your very eyes.' I was appalled and was too bewildered to
do or say anything. With a mocking smile, he placed one hand upon my
shoulder and, holding me tight, bared my throat with the other, saying
as he did so, `First, a little refreshment to reward my exertions. You
may as well be quiet. It is not the first time, or the second, that
your veins have appeased my thirst!' I was bewildered, and strangely
enough, I did not want to hinder him. I suppose it is a part of the
horrible curse that such is, when his touch is on his victim. And oh,
my God, my God, pity me! He placed his reeking lips upon my throat!"
Her husband groaned again. She clasped his hand harder, and looked at
him pityingly, as if he were the injured one, and went on.
"I felt my strength fading away, and I was in a half swoon. How
long this horrible thing lasted I know not, but it seemed that a long
time must have passed before he took his foul, awful, sneering mouth
away. I saw it drip with the fresh blood!"The remembrance seemed
for a while to overpower her, and she drooped and would have sunk down
but for her husband's sustaining arm. With a great effort she recovered
herself and went on.
"Then he spoke to me mockingly, `And so you, like the others, would
play your brains against mine. You would help these men to hunt me and
frustrate me in my design! You know now, and they know in part already,
and will know in full before long, what it is to cross my path. They
should have kept their energies for use closer to home. Whilst they
played wits against me, against me who commanded nations, and intrigued
for them, and fought for them, hundreds of years before they were born,
I was countermining them. And you, their best beloved one, are now to
me, flesh of my flesh, blood of my blood, kin of my kin, my bountiful
wine-press for a while, and shall be later on my companion and my helper.
You shall be avenged in turn, for not one of them but shall minister
to your needs. But as yet you are to be punished for what you have done.
You have aided in thwarting me. Now you shall come to my call. When
my brain says "Come!" to you, you shall cross land or sea
to do my bidding. And to that end this!'
With that he pulled open his shirt, and with his long sharp nails opened
a vein in his breast. When the blood began to spurt out, he took my
hands in one of his, holding them tight, and with the other seized my
neck and pressed my mouth to the wound, so that I must either suffocate
or swallow some to the. . .Oh, my God! My God! What have I done? What
have I done to deserve such a fate, I who have tried to walk in meekness
and righteousness all my days. God pity me! Look down on a poor soul
in worse than mortal peril. And in mercy pity those to whom she is dear!"
Then she began to rub her lips as though to cleanse them from pollution.
As she was telling her terrible story, the eastern sky began to quicken,
and everything became more and more clear. Harker was still and quiet.
But over his face, as the awful narrative went on, came a grey look
which deepened and deepened in the morning light, till when the first
red streak of the coming dawn shot up, the flesh stood darkly out against
the whitening hair.
We have arranged that one of us is to stay within call of the unhappy
pair till we can meet together and arrange about taking action.
Of this I am sure. The sun rises today on no more miserable house in
all the great round of its daily course.
CHAPTER 22
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL
3 October.--As I must do something or go mad, I write this diary. It
is now six o'clock, and we are to meet in the study in half an hour
and take something to eat, for Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward are agreed
that if we do not eat we cannot work our best. Our best will be, God
knows, required today. I must keep writing at every chance, for I dare
not stop to think. All, big and little, must go down. Perhaps at the
end the little things may teach us most. The teaching, big or little,
could not have landed Mina or me anywhere worse than we are today. However,
we must trust and hope. Poor Mina told me just now, with the tears running
down her dear cheeks, that it is in trouble and trial that our faith
is tested. That we must keep on trusting, and that God will aid us up
to the end. The end! Oh my God! What end?. . . To work! To work!
When Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward had come back from seeing poor Renfield,
we went gravely into what was to be done. First, Dr. Seward told us
that when he and Dr. Van Helsing had gone down to the room below they
had found Renfield lying on the floor, all in a heap. His face was all
bruised and crushed in, and the bones of the neck were broken.
Dr. Seward asked the attendant who was on duty in the passage if he
had heard anything. He said that he had been sitting down, he confessed
to half dozing, when he heard loud voices in the room, and then Renfield
had called out loudly several times, "God! God! God!" After
that there was a sound of falling, and when he entered the room he found
him lying on the floor, face down, just as the doctors had seen him.
Van Helsing asked if he had heard "voices" or "a voice,"
and he said he could not say. That at first it had seemed to him as
if there were two, but as there was no one in the room it could have
been only one. He could swear to it, if required, that the word "God"
was spoken by the patient.
Dr. Seward said to us, when we were alone, that he did not wish to go
into the matter. The question of an inquest had to be considered, and
it would never do to put forward the truth, as no one would believe
it. As it was, he thought that on the attendant's evidence he could
give a certificate of death by misadventure in falling from bed. In
case the coroner should demand it, there would be a formal inquest,
necessarily to the same result.
When the question began to be discussed as to what should be our next
step, the very first thing we decided was that Mina should be in full
confidence. That nothing of any sort, no matter how painful, should
be kept from her. She herself agreed as to its wisdom, and it was pitiful
to see her so brave and yet so sorrowful, and in such a depth of despair.
"There must be no concealment," she said. "Alas! We have
had too much already. And besides there is nothing in all the world
that can give me more pain than I have already endured, than I suffer
now! Whatever may happen, it must be of new hope or of new courage to
me!"
Van Helsing was looking at her fixedly as she spoke, and said, suddenly
but quietly, "But dear Madam Mina, are you not afraid. Not for
yourself, but for others from yourself, after what has happened?"
Her face grew set in its lines, but her eyes shone with the devotion
of a martyr as she answered, "Ah no! For my mind is made up!"
"To what?" he asked gently, whilst we were all very still,
for each in our own way we had a sort of vague idea of what she meant.
Her answer came with direct simplicity, as though she was simply stating
a fact, "Because if I find in myself, and I shall watch keenly
for it, a sign of harm to any that I love, I shall die!"
"You would not kill yourself?" he asked, hoarsely.
"I would. If there were no friend who loved me, who would save
me such a pain, and so desperate an effort!" She looked at him
meaningly as she spoke.
He was sitting down, but now he rose and came close to her and put his
hand on her head as he said solemnly. "My child, there is such
an one if it were for your good. For myself I could hold it in my account
with God to find such an euthanasia for you, even at this moment if
it were best. Nay, were it safe! But my child. . ."
For a moment he seemed choked, and a great sob rose in his throat. He
gulped it down and went on, "There are here some who would stand
between you and death. You must not die. You must not die by any hand,
but least of all your own. Until the other, who has fouled your sweet
life, is true dead you must not die. For if he is still with the quick
Undead, your death would make you even as he is. No, you must live!
You must struggle and strive to live, though death would seem a boon
unspeakable. You must fight Death himself, though he come to you in
pain or in joy. By the day, or the night, in safety or in peril! On
your living soul I charge you that you do not die. Nay, nor think of
death, till this great evil be past."
The poor dear grew white as death, and shook and shivered, as I have
seen a quicksand shake and shiver at the incoming of the tide. We were
all silent. We could do nothing. At length she grew more calm and turning
to him said sweetly, but oh so sorrowfully, as she held out her hand,
"I promise you, my dear friend, that if God will let me live, I
shall strive to do so. Till, if it may be in His good time, this horror
may have passed away from me."
She was so good and brave that we all felt that our hearts were strengthened
to work and endure for her, and we began to discuss what we were to
do. I told her that she was to have all the papers in the safe, and
all the papers or diaries and phonographs we might hereafter use, and
was to keep the record as she had done before. She was pleased with
the prospect of anything to do, if "pleased" could be used
in connection with so grim an interest.
As usual Van Helsing had thought ahead of everyone else, and was prepared
with an exact ordering of our work.
"It is perhaps well," he said, "that at our meeting after
our visit to Carfax we decided not to do anything with the earth boxes
that lay there. Had we done so, the Count must have guessed our purpose,
and would doubtless have taken measures in advance to frustrate such
an effort with regard to the others. But now he does not know our intentions.
Nay, more, in all probability, he does not know that such a power exists
to us as can sterilize his lairs, so that he cannot use them as of old.
"We are now so much further advanced in our knowledge as to their
disposition that, when we have examined the house in Piccadilly, we
may track the very last of them. Today then, is ours, and in it rests
our hope. The sun that rose on our sorrow this morning guards us in
its course. Until it sets tonight, that monster must retain whatever
form he now has. He is confined within the limitations of his earthly
envelope. He cannot melt into thin air nor disappear through cracks
or chinks or crannies. If he go through a doorway, he must open the
door like a mortal. And so we have this day to hunt out all his lairs
and sterilize them. So we shall, if we have not yet catch him and destroy
him, drive him to bay in some place where the catching and the destroying
shall be, in time, sure."
Here I started up for I could not contain myself at the thought that
the minutes and seconds so preciously laden with Mina's life and happiness
were flying from us, since whilst we talked action was impossible. But
Van Helsing held up his hand warningly.
"Nay, friend Jonathan," he said, "in this, the quickest
way home is the longest way, so your proverb say. We shall all act and
act with desperate quick, when the time has come. But think, in all
probable the key of the situation is in that house in Piccadilly. The
Count may have many houses which he has bought. Of them he will have
deeds of purchase, keys and other things. He will have paper that he
write on. He will have his book of cheques. There are many belongings
that he must have somewhere. Why not in this place so central, so quiet,
where he come and go by the front or the back at all hours, when in
the very vast of the traffic there is none to notice. We shall go there
and search that house. And when we learn what it holds, then we do what
our friend Arthur call, in his phrases of hunt `stop the earths' and
so we run down our old fox, so? Is it not?"
"Then let us come at once," I cried, "we are wasting
the precious, precious time!"
The Professor did not move, but simply said, "And how are we to
get into that house in Piccadilly?"
"Any way!" I cried. "We shall break in if need be."
"And your police? Where will they be, and what will they say?"
I was staggered, but I knew that if he wished to delay he had a good
reason for it. So I said, as quietly as I could, "Don't wait more
than need be. You know, I am sure, what torture I am in."
"Ah, my child, that I do. And indeed there is no wish of me to
add to your anguish. But just think, what can we do, until all the world
be at movement. Then will come our time. I have thought and thought,
and it seems to me that the simplest way is the best of all. Now we
wish to get into the house, but we have no key. Is it not so?"
I nodded.
"Now suppose that you were, in truth, the owner of that house,
and could not still get in. And think there was to you no conscience
of the housebreaker, what would you do?"
"I should get a respectable locksmith, and set him to work to pick
the lock for me."
"And your police, they would interfere, would they not?"
"Oh no! Not if they knew the man was properly employed."
"Then," he looked at me as keenly as he spoke, "all that
is in doubt is the conscience of the employer, and the belief of your
policemen as to whether or not that employer has a good conscience or
a bad one. Your police must indeed be zealous men and clever, oh so
clever, in reading the heart, that they trouble themselves in such matter.
No, no, my friend Jonathan, you go take the lock off a hundred empty
houses in this your London, or of any city in the world, and if you
do it as such things are rightly done, and at the time such things are
rightly done, no one will interfere. I have read of a gentleman who
owned a so fine house in London, and when he went for months of summer
to Switzerland and lock up his house, some burglar come and broke window
at back and got in. Then he went and made open the shutters in front
and walk out and in through the door, before the very eyes of the police.
Then he have an auction in that house, and advertise it, and put up
big notice. And when the day come he sell off by a great auctioneer
all the goods of that other man who own them. Then he go to a builder,
and he sell him that house, making an agreement that he pull it down
and take all away within a certain time. And your police and other authority
help him all they can. And when that owner come back from his holiday
in Switzerland he find only an empty hole where his house had been.
This was all done en regle, and in our work we shall be en regle too.
We shall not go so early that the policemen who have then little to
think of, shall deem it strange. But we shall go after ten o'clock,
when there are many about, and such things would be done were we indeed
owners of the house."
I could not but see how right he was and the terrible despair of Mina's
face became relaxed in thought. There was hope in such good counsel.
Van Helsing went on, "When once within that house we may find more
clues. At any rate some of us can remain there whilst the rest find
the other places where there be more earth boxes, at Bermondsey and
Mile End."
Lord Godalming stood up. "I can be of some use here," he said.
"I shall wire to my people to have horses and carriages where they
will be most convenient."
"Look here, old fellow," said Morris, "it is a capital
idea to have all ready in case we want to go horse backing, but don't
you think that one of your snappy carriages with its heraldic adornments
in a byway of Walworth or Mile End would attract too much attention
for our purpose? It seems to me that we ought to take cabs when we go
south or east. And even leave them somewhere near the neighborhood we
are going to."
"Friend Quincey is right!" said the Professor. "His head
is what you call in plane with the horizon. It is a difficult thing
that we go to do, and we do not want no peoples to watch us if so it
may."
Mina took a growing interest in everything and I was rejoiced to see
that the exigency of affairs was helping her to forget for a time the
terrible experience of the night. She was very, very pale, almost ghastly,
and so thin that her lips were drawn away, showing her teeth in somewhat
of prominence. I did not mention this last, lest it should give her
needless pain, but it made my blood run cold in my veins to think of
what had occurred with poor Lucy when the Count had sucked her blood.
As yet there was no sign of the teeth growing sharper, but the time
as yet was short, and there was time for fear.
When we came to the discussion of the sequence of our efforts and of
the disposition of our forces, there were new sources of doubt. It was
finally agreed that before starting for Piccadilly we should destroy
the Count's lair close at hand. In case he should find it out too soon,
we should thus be still ahead of him in our work of destruction. And
his presence in his purely material shape, and at his weakest, might
give us some new clue.
A s to the disposal of forces, it was suggested by the Professor that,
after our visit to Carfax, we should all enter the house in Piccadilly.
That the two doctors and I should remain there, whilst Lord Godalming
and Quincey found the lairs at Walworth and Mile End and destroyed them.
It was possible, if not likely, the Professor urged, that the Count
might appear in Piccadilly during the day, and that if so we might be
able to cope with him then and there. At any rate, we might be able
to follow him in force. To this plan I strenuously objected, and so
far as my going was concerned, for I said that I intended to stay and
protect Mina. I thought that my mind was made up on the subject, but
Mina would not listen to my objection. She said that there might be
some law matter in which I could be useful. That amongst the Count's
papers might be some clue which I could understand out of my experience
in Transylvania. And that, as it was, all the strength we could muster
was required to cope with the Count's extraordinary power. I had to
give in, for Mina's resolution was fixed. She said that it was the last
hope for her that we should all work together.
"As for me," she said, "I have no fear. Things have been
as bad as they can be. And whatever may happen must have in it some
element of hope or comfort. Go, my husband! God can, if He wishes it,
guard me as well alone as with any one present."
So I started up crying out, "Then in God's name let us come at
once, for we are losing time. The Count may come to Piccadilly earlier
than we think."
"Not so!" said Van Helsing, holding up his hand.
"But why?" I asked.
"Do you forget," he said, with actually a smile, "that
last night he banqueted heavily, and will sleep late?"
Did I forget! Shall I ever. . .can I ever! Can any of us ever forget
that terrible scene! Mina struggled hard to keep her brave countenance,
but the pain overmastered her and she put her hands before her face,
and shuddered whilst she moaned. Van Helsing had not intended to recall
her frightful experience. He had simply lost sight of her and her part
in the affair in his intellectual effort.
When it struck him what he said, he was horrified at his thoughtlessness
and tried to comfort her.
"Oh, Madam Mina," he said, "dear, dear, Madam Mina, alas!
That I of all who so reverence you should have said anything so forgetful.
These stupid old lips of mine and this stupid old head do not deserve
so, but you will forget it, will you not?" He bent low beside her
as he spoke.
She took his hand, and looking at him through her tears, said hoarsely,
"No, I shall not forget, for it is well that I remember. And with
it I have so much in memory of you that is sweet, that I take it all
together. Now, you must all be going soon. Breakfast is ready, and we
must all eat that we may be strong."
Breakfast was a strange meal to us all. We tried to be cheerful and
encourage each other, and Mina was the brightest and most cheerful of
us. When it was over, Van Helsing stood up and said, "Now, my dear
friends, we go forth to our terrible enterprise. Are we all armed, as
we were on that night when first we visited our enemy's lair. Armed
against ghostly as well as carnal attack?"
We all assured him.
"Then it is well. Now, Madam Mina, you are in any case quite safe
here until the sunset. And before then we shall return. . .if. . .We
shall return! But before we go let me see you armed against personal
attack. I have myself, since you came down, prepared your chamber by
the placing of things of which we know, so that He may not enter. Now
let me guard yourself. On your forehead I touch this piece of Sacred
Wafer in the name of the Father, the Son, and. . .
There was a fearful scream which almost froze our hearts to hear. As
he had placed the Wafer on Mina's forehead, it had seared it. . .had
burned into the flesh as though it had been a piece of whitehot metal.
My poor darling's brain had told her the significance of the fact as
quickly as her nerves received the pain of it, and the two so overwhelmed
her that her overwrought nature had its voice in that dreadful scream.
But the words to her thought came quickly. The echo of the scream had
not ceased to ring on the air when there came the reaction, and she
sank on her knees on the floor in an agony of abasement. Pulling her
beautiful hair over her face, as the leper of old his mantle, she wailed
out.
"Unclean! Unclean! Even the Almighty shuns my polluted flesh! I
must bear this mark of shame upon my forehead until the Judgement Day."
They all paused. I had thrown myself beside her in an agony of helpless
grief, and putting my arms around held her tight. For a few minutes
our sorrowful hearts beat together, whilst the friends around us turned
away their eyes that ran tears silently. Then Van Helsing turned and
said gravely. So gravely that I could not help feeling that he was in
some way inspired, and was stating things outside himself.
"It may be that you may have to bear that mark till God himself
see fit, as He most surely shall, on the Judgement Day, to redress all
wrongs of the earth and of His children that He has placed thereon.
And oh, Madam Mina, my dear, my dear, may we who love you be there to
see, when that red scar, the sign of God's knowledge of what has been,
shall pass away, and leave your forehead as pure as the heart we know.
For so surely as we live, that scar shall pass away when God sees right
to lift the burden that is hard upon us. Till then we bear our Cross,
as His Son did in obedience to His Will. It may be that we are chosen
instruments of His good pleasure, and that we ascend to His bidding
as that other through stripes and shame. Through tears and blood. Through
doubts and fear, and all that makes the difference between God and man."
There was hope in his words, and comfort. And they made for resignation.
Mina and I both felt so, and simultaneously we each took one of the
old man's hands and bent over and kissed it. Then without a word we
all knelt down together, and all holding hands, swore to be true to
each other. We men pledged ourselves to raise the veil of sorrow from
the head of her whom, each in his own way, we loved. And we prayed for
help and guidance in the terrible task which lay before us. It was then
time to start. So I said farewell to Mina, a parting which neither of
us shall forget to our dying day, and we set out.
To one thing I have made up my mind. If we find out that Mina must be
a vampire in the end, then she shall not go into that unknown and terrible
land alone. I suppose it is thus that in old times one vampire meant
many. Just as their hideous bodies could only rest in sacred earth,
so the holiest love was the recruiting sergeant for their ghastly ranks.
We entered Carfax without trouble and found all things the same as on
the first occasion. It was hard to believe that amongst so prosaic surroundings
of neglect and dust and decay there was any ground for such fear as
already we knew. Had not our minds been made up, and had there not been
terrible memories to spur us on, we could hardly have proceeded with
our task. We found no papers, or any sign of use in the house. And in
the old chapel the great boxes looked just as we had seen them last.
Dr. Van Helsing said to us solemnly as we stood before him, "And
now, my friends, we have a duty here to do. We must sterilize this earth,
so sacred of holy memories, that he has brought from a far distant land
for such fell use. He has chosen this earth because it has been holy.
Thus we defeat him with his own weapon, for we make it more holy still.
It was sanctified to such use of man, now we sanctify it to God."
As he spoke he took from his bag a screwdriver and a wrench, and very
soon the top of one of the cases was thrown open. The earth smelled
musty and close, but we did not somehow seem to mind, for our attention
was concentrated on the Professor. Taking from his box a piece of the
Scared Wafer he laid it reverently on the earth, and then shutting down
the lid began to screw it home, we aiding him as he worked.
One by one we treated in the same way each of the great boxes, and left
them as we had found them to all appearance. But in each was a portion
of the Host. When we closed the door behind us, the Professor said solemnly,
"So much is already done. It may be that with all the others we
can be so successful, then the sunset of this evening may shine of Madam
Mina's forehead all white as ivory and with no stain!"
As we passed across the lawn on our way to the station to catch our
train we could see the front of the asylum. I looked eagerly, and in
the window of my own room saw Mina. I waved my hand to her, and nodded
to tell that our work there was successfully accomplished. She nodded
in reply to show that she understood. The last I saw, she was waving
her hand in farewell. It was with a heavy heart that we sought the station
and just caught the train, which was steaming in as we reached the platform.
I have written this in the train.
Piccadilly, 12:30 o'clock.--Just before we reached Fenchurch Street
Lord Godalming said to me, "Quincey and I will find a locksmith.
You had better not come with us in case there should be any difficulty.
For under the circumstances it wouldn't seem so bad for us to break
into an empty house. But you are a solicitor and the Incorporated Law
Society might tell you that you should have known better."
I demurred as to my not sharing any danger even of odium, but he went
on, "Besides, it will attract less attention if there are not too
many of us. My title will make it all right with the locksmith, and
with any policeman that may come along. You had better go with Jack
and the Professor and stay in the Green Park. Somewhere in sight of
the house, and when you see the door opened and the smith has gone away,
do you all come across. We shall be on the lookout for you, and shall
let you in."
"The advice is good!" said Van Helsing, so we said no more.
Godalming and Morris hurried off in a cab, we following in another.
At the corner of Arlington Street our contingent got out and strolled
into the Green Park. My heart beat as I saw the house on which so much
of our hope was centered, looming up grim and silent in its deserted
condition amongst its more lively and spruce-looking neighbors. We sat
down on a bench within good view , and began to smoke cigars so as to
attract as little attention as possible. The minutes seemed to pass
with leaden feet as we waited for the coming of the others.
At length we saw a four-wheeler drive up. Out of it, in leisurely fashion,
got Lord Godalming and Morris. And down from the box descended a thick-set
working man with his rush-woven basket of tools. Morris paid the cabman,
who touched his hat and drove away. Together the two ascended the steps,
and Lord Godalming pointed out what he wanted done. The workman took
off his coat leisurely and hung it on one of the spikes of the rail,
saying something to a policeman who just then sauntered along. The policeman
nodded acquiescence, and the man kneeling down placed his bag beside
him. After searching through it, he took out a selection of tools which
he proceeded to lay beside him in orderly fashion. Then he stood up,
looked in the keyhole, blew into it, and turning to his employers, made
some remark. Lord Godalming smiled, and the man lifted a good sized
bunch of keys. Selecting one of them, he began to probe the lock, as
if feeling his way with it. After fumbling about for a bit he tried
a second, and then a third. All at once the door opened under a slight
push from him, and he and the two others entered the hall. We sat still.
My own cigar burnt furiously, but Van Helsing's went cold altogether.
We waited patiently as we saw the workman come out and bring his bag.
Then he held the door partly open, steadying it with his knees, whilst
he fitted a key to the lock. This he finally handed to Lord Godalming,
who took out his purse and gave him something. The man touched his hat,
took his bag, put on his coat and departed. Not a soul took the slightest
notice of the whole transaction.
When the man had fairly gone, we three crossed the street and knocked
at the door. It was immediately opened by Quincey Morris, beside whom
stood Lord Godalming lighting a cigar.
"The place smells so vilely," said the latter as we came in.
It did indeed smell vilely. Like the old chapel at Carfax. And with
our previous experience it was plain to us that the Count had been using
the place pretty freely. We moved to explore the house, all keeping
together in case of attack, for we knew we had a strong and wily enemy
to deal with, and as yet we did not know whether the Count might not
be in the house.
In the dining room, which lay at the back of the hall, we found eight
boxes of earth. Eight boxes only out of the nine which we sought! Our
work was not over, and would never be until we should have found the
missing box.
First we opened the shutters of the window which looked out across a
narrow stone flagged yard at the blank face of a stable, pointed to
look like the front of a miniature house. There were no windows in it,
so we were not afraid of being overlooked. We did not lose any time
in examining the chests. With the tools which we had brought with us
we opened them, one by one, and treated them as we had treated those
others in the old chapel. It was evident to us that the Count was not
at present in the house, and we proceeded to search for any of his effects.
After a cursory glance at the rest of the rooms, from basement to attic,
we came to the conclusion that the dining room contained any effects
which might belong to the Count. And so we proceeded to minutely examine
them. They lay in a sort of orderly disorder on the great dining room
table.
There were title deeds of the Piccadilly house in a great bundle, deeds
of the purchase of the houses at Mile End and Bermondsey, notepaper,
envelopes, and pens and ink. All were covered up in thin wrapping paper
to keep them from the dust. There were also a clothes brush, a brush
and comb, and a jug and basin. The latter containing dirty water which
was reddened as if with blood. Last of all was a little heap of keys
of all sorts and sizes, probably those belonging to the other houses.
When we had examined this last find, Lord Godalming and Quincey Morris
taking accurate notes of the various addresses of the houses in the
East and the South, took with them the keys in a great bunch, and set
out to destroy the boxes in these places. The rest of us are, with what
patience we can, waiting their return, or the coming of the Count.
CHAPTER 23
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
3 October.--The time seemed teribly long whilst we were waiting for
the coming of Godalming and Quincey Morris. The Professor tried to keep
our minds active by using them all the time. I could see his beneficent
purpose, by the side glances which he threw from time to time at Harker.
The poor fellow is overwhelmed in a misery that is appalling to see.
Last night he was a frank, happy-looking man, with strong, youthful
face, full of energy, and with dark brown hair. Today he is a drawn,
haggard old man, whose white hair matches well with the hollow burning
eyes and grief-written lines of his face. His energy is still intact.
In fact, he is like a living flame. This may yet be his salvation, for
if all go well, it will tide him over the despairing period. He will
then, in a kind of way, wake again to the realities o f life. Poor fellow,
I thought my own trouble was bad enough, but his. . .!
The Professor knows this well enough, and is doing his best to keep
his mind active. What he has been saying was, under the circumstances,
of absorbing interest. So well as I can remember, here it is:
"I have studied, over and over again since they came into my hands,
all the papers relating to this monster, and the more I have studied,
the greater seems the necessity to utterly stamp him out. All through
there are signs of his advance. Not only of his power, but of his knowledge
of it. As I learned from the researches of my friend Arminius of Buda-Pesth,
he was in life a most wonderful man. Soldier, statesman, and alchemist.
Which latter was the highest development of the science knowledge of
his time. He had a mighty brain, a learning beyond compare, and a heart
that knew no fear and no remorse. He dared even to attend the Scholomance,
and there was no branch of knowledge of his time that he did not essay.
"Well, in him the brain powers survived the physical death. Though
it would seem that memory was not all complete. In some faculties of
mind he has been, and is, only a child. But he is growing, and some
things that were childish at the first are now of man's stature. He
is experimenting, and doing it well. And if it had not been that we
have crossed his path he would be yet, he may be yet if we fail, the
father or furtherer of a new order of beings, whose road must lead through
Death, not Life."
Harker groaned and said, "And this is all arrayed against my darling!
But how is he experimenting? The knowledge may help us to defeat him!"
"He has all along, since his coming, been trying his power, slowly
but surely. That big child-brain of his is working. Well for us, it
is as yet, a child-brain. For had he dared, at the first, to attempt
certain things he would long ago have been beyond our power. However,
he means to succeed, and a man who has centuries before him can afford
to wait and to go slow. Festina lente may well be his motto."
"I fail to understand," said Harker wearily. "Oh, do
be more plain to me! Perhaps grief and trouble are dulling my brain."
The Professor laid his hand tenderly on his shoulder as he spoke, "Ah,
my child, I will be plain. Do you not see how, of late, this monster
has been creeping into knowledge experimentally. How he has been making
use of the zoophagous patient to effect his entry into friend John's
home. For your Vampire, though in all afterwards he can come when and
how he will, must at the first make entry only when asked thereto by
an inmate. But these are not his most important experiments. Do we not
see how at the first all these so great boxes were moved by others.
He knew not then but that must be so. But all the time that so great
child-brain of his was growing, and he began to consider whether he
might not himself move the box. So he began to help. And then, when
he found that this be all right, he try to move them all alone. And
so he progress, and he scatter these graves of him. And none but he
know where they are hidden.
"He may have intend to bury them deep in the ground. So that only
he use them in the night, or at such time as he can change his form,
they do him equal well, and none may know these are his hiding place!
But, my child, do not despair, this knowledge came to him just too late!
Already all of his lairs but one be sterilize as for him. And before
the sunset this shall be so. Then he have no place where he can move
and hide. I delayed this morning that so we might be sure. Is there
not more at stake for us than for him? Then why not be more careful
than him? By my clock it is one hour and already, if all be well, friend
Arthur and Quincey are on their way to us. Today is our day, and we
must go sure, if slow, and lose no chance. See! There are five of us
when those absent ones return."
Whilst we were speaking we were startled by a knock at the hall door,
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