and reject the thought reading. Let me tell you, my
friend, that there are things done today in electrical science which
would have been deemed unholy by the very man who discovered electricity,
who would themselves not so long before been burned as wizards. There
are always mysteries in life. Why was it that Methuselah lived nine
hundred years, and `Old Parr'one hundred and sixty-nine, and yet that
poor Lucy, with four men's blood in her poor veins, could not live even
one day? For, had she live one more day, we could save her. Do you know
all the mystery of life and death? Do you know the altogether of comparative
anatomy and can say wherefore the qualities of brutes are in some men,
and not in others? Can you tell me why, when other spiders die small
and soon, that one great spider lived for centuries in the tower of
the old Spanish church and grew and grew, till, on descending, he could
drink the oil of all the church lamps? Can you tell me why in the Pampas,
ay and elsewhere, there are bats that come out at night and open the
veins of cattle and horses and suck dry their veins, how in some islands
of the Western seas there are bats which hang on the trees all day,
and those who have seen describe as like giant nuts or pods, and that
when the sailors sleep on the deck, because that it is hot, flit down
on them and then, and then in the morning are found dead men, white
as even Miss Lucy was?"
"Good God, Professor!" I said, starting up. "Do you mean
to tell me that Lucy was bitten by such a bat, and that such a thing
is here in London in the nineteenth century?"
He waved his hand for silence, and went on, "Can you tell me why
the tortoise lives more long than generations of men, why the elephant
goes on and on till he have sees dynasties, and why the parrot never
die only of bite of cat of dog or other complaint? Can you tell me why
men believe in all ages and places that there are men and women who
cannot die? We all know, because science has vouched for the fact, that
there have been toads shut up in rocks for thousands of years, shut
in one so small hole that only hold him since the youth of the world.
Can you tell me how the Indian fakir can make himself to die and have
been buried, and his grave sealed and corn sowed on it, and the corn
reaped and be cut and sown and reaped and cut again, and then men come
and take away the unbroken seal and that there lie the Indian fakir,
not dead, but that rise up and walk amongst them as before?"
Here I interrupted him. I was getting bewildered. He so crowded on my
mind his list of nature's eccentricities and possible impossibilities
that my imagination was getting fired. I had a dim idea that he was
teaching me some lesson, as long ago he used to do in his study at Amsterdam.
But he used them to tell me the thing, so that I could have the object
of thought in mind all the time. But now I was without his help, yet
I wanted to follow him, so I said,
"Professor, let me be your pet student again. Tell me the thesis,
so that I may apply your knowledge as you go on. At present I am going
in my mind from point to point as a madman, and not a sane one, follows
an idea. I feel like a novice lumbering through a bog in a midst, jumping
from one tussock to another in the mere blind effort to move on without
knowing where I am going."
"That is a good image," he said. "Well, I shall tell
you. My thesis is this, I want you to believe."
"To believe what?"
"To believe in things that you cannot. Let me illustrate. I heard
once of an American who so defined faith, `that faculty which enables
us to believe things which we know to be untrue.' For one, I follow
that man. He meant that we shall have an open mind, and not let a little
bit of truth check the rush of the big truth, like a small rock does
a railway truck. We get the small truth first. Good! We keep him, and
we value him, but all the same we must not let him think himself all
the truth in the universe."
"Then you want me not to let some previous conviction inure the
receptivity of my mind with regard to some strange matter. Do I read
your lesson aright?"
"Ah, you are my favorite pupil still. It is worth to teach you.
Now that you are willing to understand, you have taken the first step
to understand. You think then that those so small holes in the children's
throats were made by the same that made the holes in Miss Lucy?"
"I suppose so."
He stood up and said solemnly, "Then you are wrong. Oh, would it
were so! But alas! No. It is worse, far, far worse."
"In God's name, Professor Van Helsing, what do you mean?"
I cried.
He threw himself with a despairing gesture into a chair, and placed
his elbows on the table, covering his face with his hands as he spoke.
"They were made by Miss Lucy!"
CHAPTER 15
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY-cont.
For a while sheer anger mastered me. It was as if he had during her
life struck Lucy on the face. I smote the table hard and rose up as
I said to him, "Dr. Van Helsing, are you mad?"
He raised his head and looked at me, and somehow the tenderness of his
face calmed me at once. "Would I were!" he said. "Madness
were easy to bear compared with truth like this. Oh, my friend, whey,
think you, did I go so far round, why take so long to tell so simple
a thing? Was it because I hate you and have hated you all my life? Was
it because I wished to give you pain? Was it that I wanted, no so late,
revenge for that time when you saved my life, and from a fearful death?
Ah no!"
"Forgive me," said I.
He went on, "My friend, it was because I wished to be gentle in
the breaking to you, for I know you have loved that so sweet lady. But
even yet I do not expect you to believe. It is so hard to accept at
once any abstract truth, that we may doubt such to be possible when
we have always believed the `no' of it. It is more hard still to accept
so sad a concrete truth, and of such a one as Miss Lucy. Tonight I go
to prove it. Dare you come with me?"
This staggered me. A man does not like to prove such a truth, Byron
excepted from the catagory, jealousy.
"And prove the very truth he most abhorred."
He saw my hesitation, and spoke, "The logic is simple, no madman's
logic this time, jumping from tussock to tussock in a misty bog. If
it not be true, then proof will be relief. At worst it will not harm.
If it be true! Ah, there is the dread. Yet every dread should help my
cause, for in it is some need of belief. Come, I tell you what I propose.
First, that we go off now and see that child in the hospital. Dr. Vincent,
of the North Hospital, where the papers say the child is, is a friend
of mine, and I think of yours since you were in class at Amsterdam.
He will let two scientists see his case, if he will not let two friends.
We shall tell him nothing, but only that we wish to learn. And then.
. ."
"And then?"
He took a key from his pocket and held it up. "And then we spend
the night, you and I, in the churchyard where Lucy lies. This is the
key that lock the tomb. I had it from the coffin man to give to Arthur."
My heart sank within me, for I felt that there was some fearful ordeal
before us. I could do nothing, however, so I plucked up what heart I
could and said that we had better hasten, as the afternoon was passing.
We found the child awake. It had had a sleep and taken some food, and
altogether was going on well. Dr, Vincent took the bandage from its
throat, and showed us the punctures. There was no mistaking the similarity
to those which had been on Lucy's throat. They were smaller, and the
edges looked fresher, that was all. We asked Vincent to what he attributed
them, and he replied that it must have been a bite of some animal, perhaps
a rat, but for his own part, he was inclined to think it was one of
the bats which are so numerous on the northern heights of London. "Out
of so many harmless ones," he said, "there may be some wild
specimen from the South of a more malignant species. Some sailor may
have brought one home, and it managed to escape, or even from the Zoological
Gardens a young one may have got loose, or one be bred there from a
vampire. These things do occur, you, know. Only ten days ago a wolf
got out, and was, I believe, traced up in this direction. For a week
after, the children were playing nothing but Red Riding Hood on the
Heath and in every alley in the place until this `bloofer lady' scare
came along, since then it has been quite a gala time with them. Even
this poor little mite, when he woke up today, asked the nurse if he
might go away. When she asked him why he wanted to go, he said he wanted
to play with the `bloofer lady'."
"I hope," said Van Helsing, "that when you are sending
the child home you will caution its parents to keep strict watch over
it. These fancies to stray are most dangerous, and if the child were
to remain out another night, it would probably be fatal. But in any
case I suppose you will not let it away for some days?"
"Certainly not, not for a week at least, longer if the wound is
not healed."
Our visit to the hospital took more time than we had reckoned on, and
the sun had dipped before we came out. When Van Helsing saw how dark
it was, he said,
"There is not hurry. It is more late than I thought. Come, let
us seek somewhere that we may eat, and then we shall go on our way."
We dined at `Jack Straw's Castle' along with a little crowd of bicyclists
and others who were genially noisy. About ten o'clock we started from
the inn. It was then very dark, and the scattered lamps made the darkness
greater when we were once outside their individual radius. The Professor
had evidently noted the road we were to go, for he went on unhesitatingly,
but, as for me, I was in quite a mixup as to locality. As we went further,
we met fewer and fewer people, till at last we were somewhat surprised
when we met even the patrol of horse police going their usual suburban
round. At last we reached the wall of the churchyard, which we climbed
over. With some little difficulty, for it was very dark, and the whole
place seemed so strange to us, we found the Westenra tomb. The Professor
took the key, opened the creaky door, and standing back, politely, but
quite unconsciously, motioned me to precede him. There was a delicious
irony in the offer, in the courtliness of giving preference on such
a ghastly occasion. My companion followed me quickly, and cautiously
drew the door to, after carefully ascertaining that the lock was a falling,
and not a spring one. In the latter case we should have been in a bad
plight. Then he fumbled in his bag, and taking out a matchbox and a
piece of candle, proceeded to make a light. The tomb in the daytime,
and when wreathed with fresh flowers, had looked grim and gruesome enough,
but now, some days afterwards, when the flowers hung lank and dead,
their whites turning to rust and their greens to browns, when the spider
and the beetle had resumed their accustomed dominance, when the time-discolored
stone, and dust-encrusted mortar, and rusty, dank iron, and tarnished
brass, and clouded silver-plating gave back the feeble glimmer of a
candle, the effect was more miserable and sordid than could have been
imagined. It conveyed irresistibly the idea that life, animal life,
was not the only thing which could pass away.
Van Helsing went about his work systematically. Holding his candle so
that he could read the coffin plates, and so holding it that the sperm
dropped in white patches which congealed as they touched the metal,
he made assurance of Lucy's coffin. Another search in his bag, and he
took out a turnscrew.
"What are you going to do?" I asked.
"To open the coffin. You shall yet be convinced."
Straightway he began taking out the screws, and finally lifted off the
lid, showing the casing of lead beneath. The sight was almost too much
for me. It seemed to be as much an affront to the dead as it would have
been to have stripped off her clothing in her sleep whilst living. I
actually took hold of his hand to stop him.
He only said, "You shall see, "and again fumbling in his bag
took out a tiny fret saw. Striking the turnscrew through the lead with
a swift downward stab, which made me wince, he made a small hole, which
was, however, big enough to admit the point of the saw. I had expected
a rush of gas from the week-old corpse. We doctors, who have had to
study our dangers, have to become accustomed to such things, and I drew
back towards the door. But the Professor never stopped for a moment.
He sawed down a couple of feet along one side of the lead coffin, and
then across, and down the other side. Taking the edge of the loose flange,
he bent it back towards the foot of the coffin, and holding up the candle
into the aperture, motioned to me to look.
I drew near and looked. The coffin was empty. It was certainly a surprise
to me, and gave me a considerable shock, but Van Helsing was unmoved.
He was now more sure than ever of his ground, and so emboldened to proceed
in his task."Are you satisfied now, friend John?" he asked.
I felt all the dogged argumentativeness of my nature awake within me
as I answered him, "I am satisfied that Lucy's body is not in that
coffin, but that only proves one thing."
"And what is that, friend John?"
"That it is not there."
"That is good logic," he said, "so far as it goes. But
how do you, how can you, account for it not being there?"
"Perhaps a body-snatcher," I suggested. "Some of the
undertaker's people may have stolen it." I felt that I was speaking
folly, and yet it was the only real cause which I could suggest.
The Professor sighed. "Ah well!" he said," we must have
more proof. Come with me."
He put on the coffin lid again, gathered up all his things and placed
them in the bag, blew out the light, and placed the candle also in the
bag. We opened the door, and went out. Behind us he closed the door
and locked it. He handed me the key, saying, "Will you keep it?
You had better be assured."
I laughed, it was not a very cheerful laugh, I am bound to say, as I
motioned him to keep it. "A key is nothing," I said, "thee
are many duplicates, and anyhow it is not difficult to pick a lock of
this kind."
He said nothing, but put the key in his pocket. Then he told me to watch
at one side of the churchyard whilst he would watch at the other.
I took up my place behind a yew tree, and I saw his dark figure move
until the intervening headstones and trees hid it from my sight.
It was a lonely vigil. Just after I had taken my place I heard a distant
clock strike twelve, and in time came one and two. I was chilled and
unnerved, and angry with the Professor for taking me on such an errand
and with myself for coming. I was too cold and too sleepy to be keenly
observant, and not sleepy enough to betray my trust, so altogether I
had a dreary, miserable time.
Suddenly, as I turned round, I thought I saw something like a white
streak, moving between two dark yew trees at the side of the churchyard
farthest from the tomb. At the same time a dark mass moved from the
Professor's side of the ground, and hurriedly went towards it. Then
I too moved, but I had to go round headstones and railed-off tombs,
and I stumbled over graves. The sky was overcast, and somewhere far
off an early cock crew. A little ways off, beyond a line of scattered
juniper trees, which marked the pathway to the church, a white dim figure
flitted in the direction of the tomb. The tomb itself was hidden by
trees, and I could not see where the figure had disappeared. I heard
the rustle of actual movement where I had first seen the white figure,
and coming over, found the Professor holding in his arms a tiny child.
When he saw me he held it out to me, and said, "Are you satisfied
now?"
"No," I said, in a way that I felt was aggressive.
"Do you not see the child?"
"Yes, it is a child, but who brought it here? And is it wounded?"
"We shall see," said the Professor, and with one impulse we
took our way out of the churchyard, he carrying the sleeping child.
When we had got some little distance away, we went into a clump of trees,
and struck a match, and looked at the child's throat. It was without
a scratch or scar of any kind.
"Was I right?" I asked triumphantly.
"We were just in time," said the Professor thankfully.
We had now to decide what we were to do with the child, and so consulted
about it. If we were to take it to a police station we should have to
give some account of our movements during the night. At least, we should
have had to make some statement as to how we had come to find the child.
So finally we decided that we would take it to the Heath, and when we
heard a policeman coming, would leave it where he could not fail to
find it. We would then seek our way home as quickly as we could. All
fell out well. At the edge of Hampstead Heath we heard a policeman's
heavy tramp, and laying the child on the pathway, we waited and watched
until he saw it as he flashed his lantern to and fro. We heard his exclamation
of astonishment, and then we went away silently. By good chance we got
a cab near the `Spainiards,' and drove to town.
I cannot sleep, so I make this entry. But I must try to get a few hours'
sleep, as Van Helsing is to call for me at noon. He insists that I go
with him on another expedition.
27 September.--It was two o'clock before we found a suitable opportunity
for our attempt. The funeral held at noon was all completed, and the
last stragglers of the mourners had taken themselves lazily away, when,
looking carefully from behind a clump of alder trees, we saw the sexton
lock the gate after him. We knew that we were safe till morning did
we desire it, but the Professor told me that we should not want more
than an hour at most. Again I felt that horrid sense of the reality
of things, in which any effort of imagination seemed out of place, and
I realized distinctly the perils of the law which we were incurring
in our unhallowed work. Besides, I felt it was all so useless. Outrageous
as it was to open a leaden coffin, to see if a woman dead nearly a week
were really dead, it now seemed the height of folly to open the tomb
again, when we knew, from the evidence of our own eyesight, that the
coffin was empty. I shrugged my shoulders, however, and rested silent,
for Van Helsing had a way of going on his own road, no matter who remonstrated.
He took the key, opened the vault, and again courteously motioned me
to precede. The place was not so gruesome as last night, but oh, how
unutterably mean looking when the sunshine streamed in. Van Helsing
walked over to Lucy's coffin, and I followed. He bent over and again
forced back the leaden flange, and a shock of surprise and dismay shot
through me.
There lay Lucy, seemingly just as we had seen her the night before her
funeral. She was, if possible, more radiantly beautiful than ever, and
I could not believe that she was dead. The lips were red, nay redder
than before, and on the cheeks was a delicate bloom.
"Is this a juggle?" I said to him.
"Are you convinced now?" said the Professor, in response,
and as he spoke he put over his hand, and in a way that made me shudder,
pulled back the dead lips and showed the white teeth. "See,"
he went on, "they are even sharper than before. With this and this,"
and he touched one of the canine teeth and that below it, "the
little children can be bitten. Are you of belief now, friend John?"
Once more argumentative hostility woke within me. I could not accept
such an overwhelming idea as he suggested. So, with an attempt to argue
of which I was even at the moment ashamed, I said, "She may have
been placed here since last night."
"Indeed? That is so, and by whom?"
"I do not know. Someone has done it."
"And yet she has been dead one week. Most peoples in that time
would not look so."
I had no answer for this, so was silent. Van Helsing did not seem to
notice my silence. At any rate, he showed neither chagrin nor triumph.
He was looking intently at the face of the dead woman, raising the eyelids
and looking at the eyes, and once more opening the lips and examining
the teeth. Then he turned to me and said,
"Here, there is one thing which is different from all recorded.
Here is some dual life that is not as the common. She was bitten by
the vampire when she was in a trance, sleep-walking, oh, you start.
You do not know that, friend John, but you shall know it later, and
in trance could he best come to take more blood. In trance she dies,
and in trance she is UnDead, too. So it is that she differ from all
other. Usually when the UnDead sleep at home," as he spoke he made
a comprehensive sweep of his arm to designate what to a vampire was
`home', "their face show what they are, but this so sweet that
was when she not UnDead she go back to the nothings of the common dead.
There is no malign there, see, and so it make hard that I must kill
her in her sleep."
This turned my blood cold, and it began to dawn upon me that I was accepting
Van Helsing's theories. But if she were really dead, what was there
of terror in the idea of killing her?
He looked up at me, and evidently saw the change in my face, for he
said almost joyously, "Ah, you believe now?"
I answered, "Do not press me too hard all at once. I am willing
to accept. How will you do this bloody work?"
"I shall cut off her head and fill her mouth with garlic, and I
shall drive a stake through her body."
It made me shudder to think of so mutilating the body of the woman whom
I had loved. And yet the feeling was not so strong as I had expected.
I was, in fact, beginning to shudder at the presence of this being,
this UnDead, as Van Helsing called it, and to loathe it. Is it possible
that love is all subjective, or all objective?
I waited a considerable time for Van Helsing to begin, but he stood
as if wrapped in thought. Presently he closed the catch of his bag with
a snap, and said,
"I have been thinking, and have made up my mind as to what is best.
If I did simply follow my inclining I would do now, at this moment,
what is to be done. But there are other things to follow, and things
that are thousand times more difficult in that them we do not know.
This is simple. She have yet no life taken, though that is of time,
and to act now would be to take danger from her forever. But then we
may have to want Arthur, and how shall we tell him of this? If you,
who saw the wounds on Lucy's throat, and saw the wounds so similar on
the child's at the hospital, if you, who saw the coffin empty last night
and full today with a woman who have not change only to be more rose
and more beautiful in a whole week, after she die, if you know of this
and know of the white figure last night that brought the child to the
churchyard, and yet of your own senses you did not believe, how then,
can I expect Arthur, who know none of those things, to believe?
"He doubted me when I took him from her kiss when she was dying.
I know he has forgiven me because in some mistaken idea I have done
things that prevent him say goodbye as he ought, and he may think that
in some more mistaken idea this woman was buried alive, and that in
most mistake of all we have killed her. He will then argue back that
it is we, mistaken ones, that have killed her by our ideas, and so he
will be much unhappy always. Yet he never can be sure, and that is the
worst of all. And he will sometimes think that she he loved was buried
alive, and that will paint his dreams with horrors of what she must
have suffered, and again, he will think that we may be right, and that
his so beloved was, after all, an UnDead. No! I told him once, and since
then I learn much. Now, since I know it is all true, a hundred thousand
times more do I know that he must pass through the bitter waters to
reach the sweet. He, poor fellow, must have one hour that will make
the very face of heaven grow black to him, then we can act for good
all round and send him peace. My mind is made up. Let us go. You return
home for tonight to your asylum, and see that all be well. As for me,
I shall spend the night here in this churchyard in my own way. Tomorrow
night you will come to me to the Berkeley Hotel at ten of the clock.
I shall send for Arthur to come too, and also that so fine young man
of America that gave his blood. Later we shall all have work to do.
I come with you so far as Piccadilly and there dine, for I must be back
here before the sun set."
So we locked the tomb and came away, and got over the wall of the churchyard,
which was not much of a task, and drove back to Piccadilly.
NOTE LEFT BY VAN HELSING IN HIS PORTMANTEAU, BERKELEY HOTEL DIRECTED
TO JOHN SEWARD, M. D. (Not Delivered)
27 September
"Friend John,
"I write this in case anything should happen. I go alone to watch
in that churchyard. It pleases me that the UnDead, Miss Lucy, shall
not leave tonight, that so on the morrow night she may be more eager.
Therefore I shall fix some things she like not, garlic and a crucifix,
and so seal up the door of the tomb. She is young as UnDead, and will
heed. Moreover, these are only to prevent her coming out. They may not
prevail on her wanting to get in, for then the UnDead is desperate,
and must find the line of least resistance, whatsoever it may be. I
shall be at hand all the night from sunset till after sunrise, and if
there be aught that may be learned I shall learn it. For Miss Lucy or
from her, I have no fear, but that other to whom is there that she is
UnDead, he have not the power to seek her tomb and find shelter. He
is cunning, as I know from Mr. Jonathan and from the way that all along
he have fooled us when he played with us for Miss Lucy's life, and we
lost, and in many ways the UnDead are strong. He have always the strength
in his hand of twenty men, even we four who gave our strength to Miss
Lucy it also is all to him. Besides, he can summon his wolf and I know
not what. So if it be that he came thither on this night he shall find
me. But none other shall, until it be too late. But it may be that he
will not attempt the place. There is no reason why he should. His hunting
ground is more full of game than the churchyard where the UnDead woman
sleeps, and the one old man watch.
"Therefore I write this in case. . .Take the papers that are with
this, the diaries of Harker and the rest, and read them, and then find
this great UnDead, and cut off his head and burn his heart or drive
a stake through it, so that the world may rest from him.
"If it be so, farewell.
"VAN HELSING."
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
28 September.--It is wonderful what a good night's sleep will do for
one. Yesterday I was almost willing to accept Van Helsing's monstrous
ideas, but now they seem to start out lurid before me as outrages on
common sense. I have no doubt that he believes it all. I wonder if his
mind can have become in any way unhinged. Surely there must be some
rational explanation of all these mysterious things. Is it possible
that the Professor can have done it himself? He is so abnormally clever
that if he went off his head he would carry out his intent with regard
to some fixed idea in a wonderful way. I am loathe to think it, and
indeed it would be almost as great a marvel as the other to find that
Van Helsing was mad, but anyhow I shall watch him carefully. I may get
some light on the mystery.
29 September.--Last night, at a little before ten o'clock, Arthur and
Quincey came into Van Helsing's room. He told us all what he wanted
us to do, but especially addressing himself to Arthur, as if all our
wills were centered in his. He began by saying that he hoped we would
all come with him too, "for," he said, "there is a grave
duty to be done there. You were doubtless surprised at my letter?"
This query was directly addressed to Lord Godalming.
"I was. It rather upset me for a bit. There has been so much trouble
around my house of late that I could do without any more. I have been
curious, too, as to what you mean.
"Quincey and I talked it over, but the more we talked, the more
puzzled we got, till now I can say for myself that I'm about up a tree
as to any meaning about anything."
"Me too," said Quincey Morris laconically.
"Oh," said the Professor, "then you are nearer the beginning,
both of you, than friend John here, who has to go a long way back before
he can even get so far as to begin."
It was evident that he recognized my return to my old doubting frame
of mind without my saying a word. Then, turning to the other two, he
said with intense gravity,
"I want your permission to do what I think good this night. It
is, I know, much to ask, and when you know what it is I propose to do
you will know, and only then how much. Therefore may I ask that you
promise me in the dark, so that afterwards, though you may be angry
with me for a time, I must not disguise from myself the possibility
that such may be, you shall not blame yourselves for anything."
"That's frank anyhow," broke in Quincey. "I'll answer
for the Professor. I don't quite see his drift, but I swear he's honest,
and that's good enough for me."
"I thank you, Sir," said Van Helsing proudly. "I have
done myself the honor of counting you one trusting friend, and such
endorsement is dear to me." He held out a hand, which Quincey took.
Then Arthur spoke out, "Dr. Van Helsing, I don't quite like to
`buy a pig in a poke', as they say in Scotland, and if it be anything
in which my honour as a gentleman or my faith as a Christian is concerned,
I cannot make such a promise. If you can assure me that what you intend
does not violate either of these two, then I give my consent at once,
though for the life of me, I cannot understand what you are driving
at."
"I accept your limitation," said Van Helsing, "and all
I ask of you is that if you feel it necessary to condemn any act of
mine, you will first consider it well and be satisfied that it does
not violate your reservations."
"Agreed!" said Arthur. "That is only fair. And now that
the pourparlers are over, may I ask what it is we are to do?"
"I want you to come with me, and to come in secret, to the churchyard
at Kingstead."
Arthur's face fell as he said in an amazed sort of way,
"Where poor Lucy is buried?"
The Professor bowed.
Arthur went on, "And when there?"
"To enter the tomb!"
Arthur stood up. "Professor, are you in earnest, or is it some
monstrous joke? Pardon me, I see that you are in earnest." He sat
down again, but I could see that he sat firmly and proudly, as one who
is on his dignity. There was silence until he asked again, "And
when in the tomb?"
"To open the coffin."
"This is too much!" he said, angrily rising again. "I
am willing to be patient in all things that are reasonable, but in this,
this desecration of the grave, of one who. . ." He fairly choked
with indignation.
The Professor looked pityingly at him."If I could spare you one
pang, my poor friend," he said, "God knows I would. But this
night our feet must tread in thorny paths, or later, and for ever, the
feet you love must walk in paths of flame!"
Arthur looked up with set white face and said, "Take care, sir,
take care!"
"Would it not be well to hear what I have to say?" said Van
Helsing. "And then you will at least know the limit of my purpose.
Shall I go on?"
"That's fair enough," broke in Morris.
After a pause Van Helsing went on, evidently with an effort, "Miss
Lucy is dead, is it not so? Yes! Then there can be no wrong to her.
But if she be not dead. . ."
Arthur jumped to his feet, "Good God!" he cried. "What
do you mean? Has there been any mistake, has she been buried alive?"
He groaned in anguish that not even hope could soften.
"I did not say she was alive, my child. I did not think it. I go
no further than to say that she might be UnDead."
"UnDead! Not alive! What do you mean? Is this all a nightmare,
or what is it?"
"There are mysteries which men can only guess at, which age by
age they may solve only in part. Believe me, we are now on the verge
of one. But I have not done. May I cut off the head of dead Miss Lucy?"
"Heavens and earth, no!" cried Arthur in a storm of passion.
"Not for the wide world will I consent to any mutilation of her
dead body. Dr. Van Helsing, you try me too far. What have I done to
you that you should torture me so? What did that poor, sweet girl do
that you should want to cast such dishonor on her grave? Are you mad,
that you speak of such things, or am I mad to listen to them? Don't
dare think more of such a desecration. I shall not give my consent to
anything you do. I have a duty to do in protecting her grave from outrage,
and by God, I shall do it!"
Van Helsing rose up from where he had all the time been seated, and
said, gravely and sternly, "My Lord Godalming, I too, have a duty
to do, a duty to others, a duty to you, a duty to the dead, and by God,
I shall do it! All I ask you now is that you come with me, that you
look and listen, and if when later I make the same request you do not
be more eager for its fulfillment even than I am, then, I shall do my
duty, whatever it may seem to me. And then, to follow your Lordship's
wishes I shall hold myself at your disposal to render an account to
you, when and where you will." His voice broke a little, and he
went on with a voice full of pity.
"But I beseech you, do not go forth in anger with me. In a long
life of acts which were often not pleasant to do, and which sometimes
did wring my heart, I have never had so heavy a task as now. Believe
me that if the time comes for you to change your mind towards me, one
look from you will wipe away all this so sad hour, for I would do what
a man can to save you from sorrow. Just think. For why should I give
myself so much labor and so much of sorrow? I have come here from my
own land to do what I can of good, at the first to please my friend
John, and then to help a sweet young lady, whom too, I come to love.
For her, I am ashamed to say so much, but I say it in kindness, I gave
what you gave, the blood of my veins. I gave it, I who was not, like
you, her lover, but only her physician and her friend. I gave her my
nights and days, before death, after death, and if my death can do her
good even now, when she is the dead UnDead, she shall have it freely."
He said this with a very grave, sweet pride, and Arthur was much affected
by it.
He took the old man's hand and said in a broken voice, "Oh, it
is hard to think of it, and I cannot understand, but at least I shall
go with you and wait."
CHAPTER 16
DR SEWARD'S DIARY-cont.
It was just a quarter before twelve o'clock when we got into the churchyard
over the low wall. The night was dark with occasional gleams of moonlight
between the dents of the heavy clouds that scudded across the sky. We
all kept somehow close together, with Van Helsing slightly in front
as he led the way. When we had come close to the tomb I looked well
at Arthur, for I feared the proximity to a place laden with so sorrowful
a memory would upset him, but he bore himself well. I took it that the
very mystery of the proceeding was in some way a counteractant to his
grief. The Professor unlocked the door, and seeing a natural hesitation
amongst us for various reasons, solved the difficulty by entering first
himself. The rest of us followed, and he closed the door. He then lit
a dark lantern and pointed to a coffin. Arthur stepped forward hesitatingly.
Van Helsing said to me, "You were with me here yesterday. Was the
body of Miss Lucy in that coffin?"
"It was."
The Professor turned to the rest saying, "You hear, and yet there
is no one who does not believe with me.'
He took his screwdriver and again took off the lid of the coffin. Arthur
looked on, very pale but silent. When the lid was removed he stepped
forward. He evidently did not know that there was a leaden coffin, or
at any rate, had not thought of it. When he saw the rent in the lead,
the blood rushed to his face for an instant, but as quickly fell away
again, so that he remained of a ghastly whiteness. He was still silent.
Van Helsing forced back the leaden flange, and we all looked in and
recoiled.
The coffin was empty!
For several minutes no one spoke a word. The silence was broken by Quincey
Morris, "Professor, I answered for you. Your word is all I want.
I wouldn't ask such a thing ordinarily, I wouldn't so dishonor you as
to imply a doubt, but this is a mystery that goes beyond any honor or
dishonor. Is this your doing?"
"I swear to you by all that I hold sacred that I have not removed
or touched her. What happened was this. Two nights ago my friend Seward
and I came here, with good purpose, believe me. I opened that coffin,
which was then sealed up, and we found it as now, empty. We then waited,
and saw something white come through the trees. The next day we came
here in daytime and she lay there. Did she not, friend John?
"Yes."
"That night we were just in time. One more so small child was missing,
and we find it, thank God, unharmed amongst the graves. Yesterday I
came here before sundown, for at sundown the UnDead can move. I waited
here all night till the sun rose, but I saw nothing. It was most probable
that it was because I had laid over the clamps of those doors garlic,
which the UnDead cannot bear, and other things which they shun. Last
night there was no exodus, so tonight before the sundown I took away
my garlic and other things. And so it is we find this coffin empty.
But bear with me. So far there is much that is strange. Wait you with
me outside, unseen and unheard, and things much stranger are yet to
be. So," here he shut the dark slide of his lantern, "now
to the outside." He opened the door, and we filed out, he coming
last and locking the door behind him.
Oh! But it seemed fresh and pure in the night air after the terror of
that vault. How sweet it was to see the clouds race by, and the passing
gleams of the moonlight between the scudding clouds crossing and passing,
like the gladness and sorrow of a man's life. How sweet it was to breathe
the fresh air, that had no taint of death and decay. How humanizing
to see the red lighting of the sky beyond the hill, and to hear far
away the muffled roar that marks the life of a great city. Each in his
own way was solemn and overcome. Arthur was silent, and was, I could
see, striving to grasp the purpose and the inner meaning of the mystery.
I was myself tolerably patient, and half inclined again to throw aside
doubt and to accept Van Helsing's conclusions. Quincey Morris was phlegmatic
in the way of a man who accepts all things, and accepts them in the
spirit of cool bravery, with hazard of all he has at stake. Not being
able to smoke, he cut himself a good-sized plug of tobacco and began
to chew. As to Van Helsing, he was employed in a definite way. First
he took from his bag a mass of what looked like thin, wafer-like biscuit,
which was carefully rolled up in a white napkin. Next he took out a
double handful of some whitish stuff, like dough or putty. He crumbled
the wafer up fine and worked it into the mass between his hands. This
he then took, and rolling it into thin strips, began to lay them into
the crevices between the door and its setting in the tomb. I was somewhat
puzzled at this, and being close, asked him what it was that he was
doing. Arthur and Quincey drew near also, as they too were curious.
He answered, "I am closing the tomb so that the UnDead may not
enter."
"And is that stuff you have there going to do it?"
"It Is."
"What is that which you are using?" This time the question
was by Arthur. Van Helsing reverently lifted his hat as he answered.
"The Host. I brought it from Amsterdam. I have an Indulgence."
It was an answer that appalled the most sceptical of us, and we felt
individually that in the presence of such earnest purpose as the Professor's,
a purpose which could thus use the to him most sacred of things, it
was impossible to distrust. In respectful silence we took the places
assigned to us close round the tomb, but hidden from the sight of any
one approaching. I pitied the others, especially Arthur. I had myself
been apprenticed by my former visits to this watching horror, and yet
I, who had up to an hour ago repudiated the proofs, felt my heart sink
within me. Never did tombs look so ghastly white. Never did cypress,
or yew, or juniper so seem the embodiment of funeral gloom. Never did
tree or grass wave or rustle so ominously. Never did bough creak so
mysteriously, and never did the far-away howling of dogs send such a
woeful presage through the night.
There was a long spell of silence, big, aching, void, and then from
the Professor a keen "S-s-s-s!" He pointed, and far down the
avenue of yews we saw a white figure advance, a dim white figure, which
held something dark at its breast. The figure stopped, and at the moment
a ray of moonlight fell upon the masses of driving clouds, and showed
in startling prominence a dark-haired woman, dressed in the cerements
of the grave. We could not see the face, for it was bent down over what
we saw to be a fair-haired child. There was a pause and a sharp little
cry, such as a child gives in sleep, or a dog as it lies before the
fire and dreams. We were starting forward, but the Professor's warning
hand, seen by us as he stood behind a yew tree, kept us back. And then
as we looked the white figure moved forwards again. It was now near
enough for us to see clearly, and the moonlight still held. My own heart
grew cold as ice, and I could hear the gasp of Arthur, as we recognized
the features of Lucy Westenra. Lucy Westenra, but yet how changed. The
sweetness was turned to adamantine, heartless cruelty, and the purity
to voluptuous wantonness.
Van Helsing stepped out, and obedient to his gesture, we all advanced
too. The four of us ranged in a line before the door of the tomb. Van
Helsing raised his lantern and drew the slide. By the concentrated light
that fell on Lucy's face we could see that the lips were crimson with
fresh blood, and that the stream had trickled over her chin and stained
the purity of her lawn death robe.
We shuddered with horror. I could see by the tremulous light that even
Van Helsing's iron nerve had failed. Arthur was next to me, and if I
had not seized his arm and held him up, he would have fallen.
When Lucy, I call the thing that was before us Lucy because it bore
her shape, saw us she drew back with an angry snarl, such as a cat gives
when taken unawares, then her eyes ranged over us. Lucy's eyes in form
and color, but Lucy's eyes unclean and full of hell fire, instead of
the pure, gentle orbs we knew. At that moment the remnant of my love
passed into hate and loathing. Had she then to be killed, I could have
done it with savage delight. As she looked, her eyes blazed with unholy
light, and the face became wreathed with a voluptuous smile. Oh, God,
how it made me shudder to see it! With a careless motion, she flung
to the ground, callous as a devil, the child that up to now she had
clutched strenuously to her breast, growling over it as a dog growls
over a bone. The child gave a sharp cry, and lay there moaning. There
was a cold-bloodedness in the act which wrung a groan from Arthur. When
she advanced to him with outstretched arms and a wanton smile he fell
back and hid his face in his hands.
She still advanced, however, and with a languorous, voluptuous grace,
said, "Come to me, Arthur. Leave these others and come to me. My
arms are hungry for you. Come, and we can rest together. Come, my husband,
come!"
There was something diabolically sweet in her tones, something of the
tinkling of glass when struck, which rang through the brains even of
us who heard the words addressed to another.
As for Arthur, he seemed under a spell, moving his hands from his face,
he opened wide his arms. She was leaping for them, when Van Helsing
sprang forward and held between them his little golden crucifix. She
recoiled from it, and, with a suddenly distorted face, full of rage,
dashed past him as if to enter the tomb.
When within a foot or two of the door, however, she stopped, as if arrested
by some irresistible force. Then she turned, and her face was shown
in the clear burst of moonlight and by the lamp, which had now no quiver
from Van Helsing's nerves. Never did I see such baffled malice on a
face, and never, I trust, shall such ever be seen again by mortal eyes.
The beautiful color became livid, the eyes seemed to throw out sparks
of hell fire, the brows were wrinkled as though the folds of flesh were
the coils of Medusa's snakes, and the lovely, blood-stained mouth grew
to an open square, as in the passion masks of the Greeks and Japanese.
If ever a face meant death, if looks could kill, we saw it at that moment.
And so for full half a minute, which seemed an eternity, se remained
between the lifted crucifix and the sacred closing of her means of entry.
Van Helsing broke the silence by asking Arthur, "Answer me, oh
my friend! Am I to proceed in my work?"
"Do as you will, friend. Do as you will. There can be no horror
like this ever any more." And he groaned in spirit.
Quincey and I simultaneously moved towards him, and took his arms. We
could hear the click of the closing lantern as Van Helsing held it down.
Coming close to the tomb, he began to remove from the chinks some of
the sacred emblem which he had placed there. We all looked on with horrified
amazement as we saw, when he stood back, the woman, with a corporeal
body as real at that moment as our own, pass through the interstice
where scarce a knife blade could have gone. We all felt a glad sense
of relief when we saw the Professor calmly restoring the strings of
putty to the edges of the door.
When this was done, he lifted the child and said, "Come now, my
friends. We can do no more till tomorrow. There is a funeral at noon,
so here we shall all come before long after that. The friends of the
dead will all be gone by two, and when the sexton locks the gate we
shall remain. Then there is more to do, but not like this of tonight.
As for this little one, he is not much harmed, and by tomorrow night
he shall be well. We shall leave him where the police will find him,
as on the other night, and then to home."
Coming close to Arthur, he said, "My friend Arthur, you have had
a sore trial, but after, when you look back, you will see how it was
necessary. You are now in the bitter waters, my child. By this time
tomorrow you will, please God, have passed them, and have drunk of the
sweet waters. So do not mourn over-much. Till then I shall not ask you
to forgive me."
Arthur and Quincey came home with me, and we tried to cheer each other
on the way. We had left behind the child in safety, and were tired.
So we all slept with more or less reality of sleep.
29 September, night.--A little before twelve o'clock we three, Arthur,
Quincey Morris, and myself, called for the Professor. It was odd to
notice that by common consent we had all put on black clothes. Of course,
Arthur wore black, for he was in deep mourning, but the rest of us wore
it by instinct. We got to the graveyard by half-past one, and strolled
about, keeping out of official observation, so that when the gravediggers
had completed their task and the sexton under the belief that every
one had gone, had locked the gate, we had the place all to ourselves.
Van Helsing, instead of his little black bag, had with him a long leather
one, something like a cricketing bag. It was manifestly of fair weight.
When we were alone and had heard the last of the footsteps die out up
the road, we silently, and as if by ordered intention, followed the
Professor to the tomb. He unlocked the door, and we entered, closing
it behind us. Then he took from his bag the lantern, which he lit, and
also two wax candles, which, when lighted, he stuck by melting their
own ends, on other coffins, so that they might give light sufficient
to work by. When he again lifted the lid off Lucy's coffin we all looked,
Arthur trembling like an aspen, and saw that the corpse lay there in
all its death beauty. But there was no love in my own heart, nothing
but loathing for the foul Thing which had taken Lucy's shape without
her soul. I could see even Arthur's face grow hard as he looked. Presently
he said to Van Helsing, "Is this really Lucy's body, or only a
demon in her shape?"
"It is her body, and yet not it. But wait a while, and you shall
see her as she was, and is."
She seemed like a nightmare of Lucy as she lay there, the pointed teeth,
the blood stained, voluptuous mouth, which made one shudder to see,
the whole carnal and unspirited appearance, seeming like a devilish
mockery of Lucy's sweet purity. Van Helsing, with his usual methodicalness,
began taking the various contents from his bag and placing them ready
for use. First he took out a soldering iron and some plumbing solder,
and then small oil lamp, which gave out, when lit in a corner of the
tomb, gas which burned at a fierce heat with a blue flame, then his
operating knives, which he placed to hand, and last a round wooden stake,
some two and a half or three inches thick and about three feet long.
One end of it was hardened by charring in the fire, and was sharpened
to a fine point. With this stake came a heavy hammer, such as in households
is used in the coal cellar for breaking the lumps. To me, a doctor's
preperations for work of any kind are stimulating and bracing, but the
effect of these things on both Arthur and Quincey was to cause them
a sort of consternation. They both, however, kept their courage, and
remained silent and quiet.
When all was ready, Van Helsing said, "Before we do anything, let
me tell you this. It is out of the lore and experience of the ancients
and of all those who have studied the powers of the UnDead. When they
become such, there comes with the change the curse of immortality. They
cannot die, but must go on age after age adding new victims and multiplying
the evils of the world. For all that die from the preying of the Undead
become themselves Undead, and prey on their kind. And so the circle
goes on ever widening, like as the ripples from a stone thrown in the
water. Friend Arthur, if you had met that kiss which you know of before
poor Lucy die, or again, last night when you open your arms to her,
you would in time, when you had died, have become nosferatu, as they
call it in Eastern europe, and would for all time make more of those
Un-Deads that so have filled us with horror. The career of this so unhappy
dear lady is but just begun. Those children whose blood she sucked are
not as yet so much the worse, but if she lives on, UnDead, more and
more they lose their blood and by her power over them they come to her,
and so she draw their blood with that so wicked mouth. But if she die
in truth, then all cease. The tiny wounds of the throats disappear,
and they go back to their play unknowing ever of what has been. But
of the most blessed of all, when this now UnDead be made to rest as
true dead, then the soul of the poor lady whom we love shall again be
free. Instead of working wickedness by night and growing more debased
in the assimilating of it by day, she shall take her place with the
other Angels. So that, my friend, it will be a blessed hand for her
that shall strike the blow that sets her free. To this I am willing,
but is there none amongst us who has a better right? Will it be no joy
to think of hereafter in the silence of the night when sleep is not,
`It was my hand that sent her to the stars. It was the hand of him that
loved her best, the hand that of all she would herself have chosen,
had it been to her to choose?' Tell me if there be such a one amongst
us?"
We all looked at Arthur. He saw too, what we all did, the infinite kindness
which suggested that his should be the hand which would restore Lucy
to us as a holy, and not an unholy, memory. He stepped forward and said
bravely, though his hand trembled, and his face was as pale as snow,
"My true friend, from the bottom of my broken heart I thank you.
Tell me what I am to do, and I shall not falter!"
Van Helsing laid a hand on his shoulder, and said, "Brave lad!
A moment's courage, and it is done. This stake must be driven through
her. It well be a fearful ordeal, be not deceived in that, but it will
be only a short time, and you will then rejoice more than your pain
was great. From this grim tomb you will emerge as though you tread on
air. But you must not falter when once you have begun. Only think that
we, your true friends, are round you, and that we pray for you all the
time."
"Go on," said Arthur hoarsely."Tell me what I am to do."
"Take this stake in your left hand, ready to place to the point
over the heart, and the hammer in your right. Then when we begin our
prayer for the dead, I shall read him, I have here the book, and the
others shall follow, strike in God's name, that so all may be well with
the dead that we love and that the UnDead pass away."
Arthur took the stake and the hammer, and when once his mind was set
on action his hands never trembled nor even quivered. Van Helsing opened
his missal and began to read, and Quincey and I followed as well as
we could.
Arthur placed the point over the heart, and as I looked I could see
its dint in the white flesh. Then he struck with all his might.
The thing in the coffin writhed, and a hideous, blood-curdling screech
came from the opened red lips. The body shook and quivered and twisted
in wild contortions. The sharp white champed together till the lips
were cut, and the mouth was smeared with a crimson foam. But Arthur
never faltered. He looked like a figure of Thor as his untrembling arm
rose and fell, driving deeper and deeper the mercy-bearing stake, whilst
the blood from the pierced heart welled and spurted up around it. His
face was set, and high duty seemed to shine through it. The sight of
it gave us courage so that our voices seemed to ring through the little
vault.
And then the writhing and quivering of the body became less, and the
teeth seemed to champ, and the face to quiver. Finally it lay still.
The terrible task was over.
The hammer fell from Arthur's hand. He reeled and would have fallen
had we not caught him. The great drops of sweat sprang from his forehead,
and his breath came in broken gasps. It had indeed been an awful strain
on him, and had he not been forced to his task by more than human considerations
he could never have gone through with it. For a few minutes we were
so taken up with him that we did not look towards the coffin. When we
did, however, a murmur of startled surprise ran from one to the other
of us. We gazed so eagerly that Arthur rose, for he had been seated
on the ground, and came and looked too, and then a glad strange light
broke over his face and dispelled altogether the gloom of horror that
lay upon it.
There, in the coffin lay no longer the foul Thing that we has so dreaded
and grown to hate that the work of her destruction was yielded as a
privilege to the one best entitled to it, but Lucy as we had seen her
in life, with her face of unequalled sweetness and purity. True that
there were there, as we had seen them in life, the traces of care and
pain and waste. But these were all dear to us, for they marked her truth
to what we knew. One and all we felt that the holy calm that lay like
sunshine over the wasted face and form was only an earthly token and
symbol of the calm that was to reign for ever.
Van Helsing came and laid his hand on Arthur's shoulder, and said to
him, "And now, Arthur my friend, dear lad, am I not forgiven?"
The reaction of the terrible strain came as he took the old man's hand
in his, and raising it to his lips, pressed it, and said, "Forgiven!
God bless you that you have given my dear one her soul again, and me
peace." He put his hands on the Professor's shoulder, and laying
his head on his breast, cried for a while silently, whilst we stood
unmoving.
When he raised his head Van Helsing said to him, "And now, my child,
you may kiss her. Kiss her dead lips if you will, as she would have
you to, if for her to choose. For she is not a grinning devil now, not
any more a foul Thing for all eternity. No longer she is the devil's
UnDead. She is God's true dead, whose soul is with Him!"
Arthur bent and kissed her, and then we sent him and Quincey out of
the tomb. The Professor and I sawed the top off the stake, leaving the
point of it in the body. Then we cut off the head and filled the mouth
with garlic. We soldered up the leaden coffin, screwed on the coffin
lid, and gathering up our belongings, came away. When the Professor
locked the door he gave the key to Arthur.
Outside the air was sweet, the sun shone, and the birds sang, and it
seemed as if all nature were tuned to a different pitch. There was gladness
and mirth and peace everywhere, for we were at rest ourselves on one
account, and we were glad, though it was with a tempered joy.
Before we moved away Van Helsing said, "Now, my friends, one step
or our work is done, one the most harrowing to ourselves. But there
remains a greater task, to find out the author of all this or sorrow
and to stamp him out. I have clues which we can follow, but it is a
long task, and a difficult one, and there is danger in it, and pain.
Shall you not all help me? We have learned to believe, all of us, is
it not so? And since so, do we not see our duty? Yes! And do we not
promise to go on to the bitter end?"
Each in turn, we took his hand, and the promise was made. Then said
the Professor as we moved off, "Two nights hence you shall meet
with me and dine together at seven of the clock with friend John. I
shall entreat two others, two that you know not as yet, and I shall
be ready to all our work show and our plans unfold. Friend John, you
come with me home, for I have much to consult you about, and you can
help me. Tonight I leave for Amsterdam, but shall return tomorrow night.
And then begins our great quest. But first I shall have much to say,
so that you may know what to do and to dread. Then our promise shall
be made to each other anew. For there is a terrible task before us,
and once our feet are on the ploughshare we must not draw back."
CHAPTER 17
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY-cont.
When we arrived at the Berkely Hotel, Van Helsing found a telegram waiting
for him.
"Am coming up by train. Jonathan at Whitby. Important news. Mina
Harker."
The Professor was delighted. "Ah, that wonderful Madam Mina,"
he said, "pearl among women! She arrive, but I cannot stay. She
must go to your house, friend John. You must meet her at the station.
Telegraph her en route so that she may be prepared."
When the wire was dispatched he had a cup of tea. Over it he told me
of a diary kept by Jonathan Harker when abroad, and gave me a typewritten
copy of it, as also of Mrs. Harker's diary at Whitby. "Take these,"
he said, "and study them well. When I have returned you will be
master of all the facts, and we can then better enter on our inquisition.
Keep them safe, for there is in them much of treasure. You will need
all your faith, even you who have had such an experience as that of
today. What is here told," he laid his hand heavily and gravely
on the packet of papers as he spoke, "may be the beginning of the
end to you and me and many another, or it may sound the knell of the
UnDead who walk the earth. Read all, I pray you, with the open mind,
and if you can add in any way to the story here told do so, for it is
all important. You have kept a diary of all these so strange things,
is it not so? Yes! Then we shall go through all these together when
we meet." He then made ready for his departure and shortly drove
off to Liverpool Street. I took my way to Paddington, where I arrived
about fifteen minutes before the train came in.
The crowd melted away, after the bustling fashion common to arrival
platforms, and I was beginning to feel uneasy, lest I might miss my
guest, when a sweet-faced, dainty looking girl stepped up to me, and
after a quick glance said, "Dr. Seward, is it not?"
"And you are Mrs. Harker!" I answered at once, whereupon she
held out her hand.
"I knew you from the description of poor dear Lucy, but. . ."
She stopped suddenly, and a quick blush overspread her face.
The blush that rose to my own cheeks somehow set us both at ease, for
it was a tacit answer to her own. I got her luggage, which included
a typewriter, and we took the Underground to Fenchurch Street, after
I had sent a wire to my housekeeper to have a sitting room and a bedroom
prepared at once for Mrs. Harker.
In due time we arrived. She knew, of course, that the place was a lunatic
asylum, but I could see that she was unable to repress a shudder when
we entered.
She told me that, if she might, she would come presently to my study,
as she had much to say. So here I am finishing my entry in my phonograph
diary whilst I await her. As yet I have not had the chance of looking
at the papers which Van Helsing left with me, though they lie open before
me. I must get her interested in something, so that I may have an opportunity
of reading them. She does not know how precious time is, or what a task
we have in hand. I must be careful not to frighten her. Here she is!
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL
29 September.--After I had tidied myself, I went down to Dr. Seward's
study. At the door I paused a moment, for I thought I heard him talking
with some one. As, however, he had pressed me to be quick, I knocked
at the door, and on his calling out, "Come in," I entered.
To my intense surprise, there was no one with him. He was quite alone,
and on the table opposite him was what I knew at once from the description
to be a phonograph. I had never seen one, and was much interested.
"I hope I did not keep you waiting," I said, "but I stayed
at the door as I heard you talking, and thought there was someone with
you."
"Oh," he replied with a smile, "I was only entering my
diary."
"Your diary?" I asked him in surprise.
"Yes," he answered. "I keep it in this." As he spoke
he laid his hand on the phonograph. I felt quite excited over it, and
blurted out, "Why, this beats even shorthand! May I hear it say
something?"
"Certainly," he replied with alacrity, and stood up to put
it in train for speaking. Then he paused, and a troubled look overspread
his face.
"The fact is," he began awkwardly."I only keep my diary
in it, and as it is entirely, almost entirely, about my cases it may
be awkward, that is, I mean. . ." He stopped, and I tried to help
him out of his embarrassment.
"You helped to attend dear Lucy at the end. Let me hear how she
died, for all that I know of her, I shall be very grateful. She was
very, very dear to me."
To my surprise, he answered, with a horrorstruck look in his face, "Tell
you of her death? Not for the wide world!"
"Why not?" I asked, for some grave, terrible feeling was coming
over me.
Again he paused, and I could see that he was trying to invent an excuse.
At length, he stammered out, "You see, I do not know how to pick
out any particular part of the diary."
Even while he was speaking an idea dawned upon him, and he said with
unconscious simplicity, in a different voice, and with the naivete of
a child, "that's quite true, upon my honor. Honest Indian!"
I could not but smile, at which he grimaced."I gave myself away
that time!" he said. "But do you know that, although I have
kept the diary for months past, it never once struck me how I was going
to find any particular part of it in case I wanted to look it up?"
By this time my mind was made up that the diary of a doctor who attended
Lucy might have something to add to the sum of our knowledge of that
terrible Being, and I said boldly, "Then, Dr. Seward, you had better
let me copy it out for you on my typewriter."
He grew to a positively deathly pallor as he said, "No! No! No!
For all the world. I wouldn't let you know that terrible story.!"
Then it was terrible. My intuition was right! For a moment, I thought,
and as my eyes ranged the room, unconsciously looking for something
or some opportunity to aid me, they lit on a great batch of typewriting
on the table. His eyes caught the look in mine, and without his thinking,
followed their direction. As they saw the parcel he realized my meaning.
"You do not know me," I said. "When you have read those
papers, my own diary and my husband's also, which I have typed, you
will know me better. I have not faltered in giving every thought of
my own heart in this cause. But, of course, you do not know me, yet,
and I must not expect you to trust me so far."
He is certainly a man of noble nature. Poor dear Lucy was right about
him. He stood up and opened a large drawer, in which were arranged in
order a number of hollow cylinders of metal covered with dark wax, and
said,
"You are quite right. I did not trust you because I did not know
you. But I know you now, and let me say that I should have known you
long ago. I know that Lucy told you of me. She told me of you too. May
I make the only atonement in my power? Take the cylinders and hear them.
The first half-dozen of them are personal to me, and they will not horrify
you. Then you will know me better. Dinner will by then be ready. In
the meantime I shall read over some of these documents, and shall be
better able to understand certain things."
He carried the phonograph himself up to my sitting room and adjusted
it for me. Now I shall learn something pleasant, I am sure. For it will
tell me the other side of a true love episode of which I know one side
already.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
29 September.--I was so absorbed in that wonderful diary of Jonathan
Harker and that other of his wife that I let the time run on without
thinking. Mrs. Harker was not down when the maid came to announce dinner,
so I said, "She is possibly tired. Let dinner wait an hour,"
and I went on with my work. I had just finished Mrs. Harker's diary,
when she came in. She looked sweetly pretty, but very sad, and her eyes
were flushed with crying. This somehow moved me much. Of late I have
had cause for tears, God knows! But the relief of them was denied me,
and now the sight of those sweet eyes, brightened by recent tears, went
straight to my heart. So I said as gently as I could, "I greatly
fear I have distressed you."
"Oh, no, not distressed me," she replied. "But I have
been more touched than I can say by your grief. That is a wonderful
machine, but it is cruelly true. It told me, in its very tones, the
anguish of your heart. It was like a soul crying out to Almighty God.
No one must hear them spoken ever again! See, I have tried to be useful.
I have copied out the words on my typewriter, and none other need now
hear your heart beat, as I did."
"No one need ever know, shall ever know," I said in a low
voice. She laid her hand on mine and said very gravely, "Ah, but
they must!"
"Must! but why?" I asked.
"Because it is a part of the terrible story, a part of poor Lucy's
death and all that led to it. Because in the struggle which we have
before us to rid the earth of this terrible monster we must have all
the knowledge and all the help which we can get. I think that the cylinders
which you gave me contained more than you intended me to know. But I
can see that there are in your record many lights to this dark mystery.
You will let me help, will you not? I know all up to a certain point,
and I see already, though your diary only took me to 7 September, how
poor Lucy was beset, and how her terrible doom was being wrought out.
Jonathan and I have been working day and night since Professor Van Helsing
saw us. He is gone to Whitby to get more information, and he will be
here tomorrow to help us. We need have no secrets amongst us. Working
together and with absolute trust, we can surely be stronger than if
some of us were in the dark."
She looked at me so appealingly, and at the same time manifested such
courage and resolution in her bearing, that I gave in at once to her
wishes. "You shall," I said, "do as you like in the matter.
God forgive me if I do wrong! There are terrible things yet to learn
of. But if you have so far traveled on the road to poor Lucy's death,
you will not be content, I know, to remain in the dark. Nay, the end,
the very end, may give you a gleam of peace. Come, there is dinner.
We must keep one another strong for what is before us. We have a cruel
and dreadful task. When you have eaten you shall learn the rest, and
I shall answer any questions you ask, if there be anything which you
do not understand, though it was apparent to us who were present."
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL
29 September.--After dinner I came with Dr. Seward to his study. He
brought back the phonograph from my room, and I took a chair, and arranged
the phonograph so that I could touch it without getting up, and showed
me how to stop it in case I should want to pause. Then he very thoughtfully
took a chair, with his back to me, so that I might be as free as possible,
and began to read. I put the forked metal to my ears and listened.
When the terrible story of Lucy's death, and all that followed, was
done, I lay back in my chair powerless. Fortunately I am not of a fainting
disposition. When Dr. Seward saw me he jumped up with a horrified exclamation,
and hurriedly taking a case bottle from the cupboard, gave me some brandy,
which in a few minutes somewhat restored me. My brain was all in a whirl,
and only that there came through all the multitude of horrors, the holy
ray of light that my dear Lucy was at last at peace, I do not think
I could have borne it without making a scene. It is all so wild and
mysterious, and strange that if I had not known Jonathan's experience
in Transylvania I could not have believed. As it was, I didn't know
what to believe, and so got out of my difficulty by attending to something
else. I took the cover off my typewriter, and said to Dr. Seward,
"Let me write this all out now. We must be ready for Dr. Van Helsing
when he comes. I have sent a telegram to Jonathan to come on here when
he arrives in London from Whitby. In this matter dates are everything,
and I think that if we get all of our material ready, and have every
item put in chronological order, we shall have done much.
"You tell me that Lord Godalming and Mr. Morris are coming too.
Let us be able to tell them when they come."
He accordingly set the phonograph at a slow pace, and I began to typewrite
from the beginning of the seventeenth cylinder. I used manifold, and
so took three copies of the diary, just as I had done with the rest.
It was late when I got through, but Dr. Seward went about his work of
going his round of the patients. When he had finished he came back and
sat near me, reading, so that I did not feel too lonely whilst I worked.
How good and thoughtful he is. The world seems full of good men, even
if there are monsters in it.
Before I left him I remembered what Jonathan put in his diary of the
Professor's perturbation at reading something in an evening paper at
the station at Exeter, so, seeing that Dr. Seward keeps his newspapers,
I borrowed the files of `The Westminster Gazette' and `The Pall Mall
Gazette' and took them to my room. I remember how much the `Dailygraph'
and `The Whitby Gazette', of which I had made cuttings, had helped us
to understand the terrible events at Whitby when Count Dracula landed,
so I shall look through the evening papers since then, and perhaps I
shall get some new light. I am not sleepy, and the work will help to
keep me quiet.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY
30 September.--Mr. Harker arrived at nine o'clock. He got his wife's
wire just before starting. He is uncommonly clever, if one can judge
from his face, and full of energy. If this journal be true, and judging
by one's own wonderful experiences, it must be, he is also a man of
great nerve. That going down to the vault a second time was a remarkable
piece of daring. After reading his account of it I was prepared to meet
a good specimen of manhood, but hardly the quiet, businesslike gentleman
who came here today.
LATER.--After lunch Harker and his wife went back to their own room,
and as I passed a while ago I heard the click of the typewriter. They
are hard at it. Mrs. Harker says that knitting together in chronological
order every scrap of evidence they have. Harker has got the letters
between the consignee of the boxes at Whitby and the carriers in London
who took charge of them. He is now reading his wife's transcript of
my diary. I wonder what they make out of it. Here it is. . .
Strange that it never struck me that the very next house might be the
Count's hiding place! Goodness knows that we had enough clues from the
conduct of the patient Renfield! The bundle of letters relating to the
purchase of the house were with the transcript. Oh, if we had only had
them earlier we might have saved poor Lucy! Stop! That way madness lies!
Harker has gone back, and is again collecting material. He says that
by dinner time they will be able to show a whole connected narrative.
He thinks that in the meantime I should see Renfield, as hitherto he
has been a sort of index to the coming and going of the Count. I hardly
see this yet, but when I get at the dates I suppose I shall. What a
good thing that Mrs. Harker put my cylinders into type! We never could
have found the dates otherwise.
I found Renfield sitting placidly in his room with his hands folded,
smiling benignly. At the moment he seemed as sane as any one I ever
saw. I sat down and talked with him on a lot of subjects, all of which
he treated naturally. He then, of his own accord, spoke of going home,
a subject he has never mentioned to my knowledge during his sojourn
here. In fact, he spoke quite confidently of getting his discharge at
once. I believe that, had I not had the chat with Harker and read the
letters and the dates of his outbursts, I should have been prepared
to sign for him after a brief time of observation. As it is, I am darkly
suspicious. All those out-breaks were in some way linked with the proximity
of the Count. What then does this absolute content mean? Can it be that
his instinct is satisfied as to the vampire's ultimate triumph? Stay.
He is himself zoophagous, and in his wild ravings outside the chapel
door of the deserted house he always spoke of `master'. This all seems
confirmation of our idea. However, after a while I came away. My friend
is just a little too sane at present to make it safe to probe him too
deep with questions. He might begin to think, and then. . .So I came
away. I mistrust these quiet moods of of his, so I have given the attendant
a hint to look closely after him, and to have a strait waistcoat ready
in case of need.
JOHNATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL
29 September, in train to London.--When I received Mr. Billington's
courteous message that he would give me any information in his power
I thought it best to go down to Whitby and make, on the spot, such inquiries
as I wanted. It was now my object to trace that horrid cargo of the
Count's to its place in London. Later, we may be able to deal with it.
Billington junior, a nice lad, met me at the station, and brought me
to his father's house, where they had decided that I must spend the
night. They are hospitable, with true Yorkshire hospitality, give a
guest everything and leave him to do as he likes. They all knew that
I was busy, and that my stay was short, and Mr. Billington had ready
in his office all the papers concerning the consignment of boxes. It
gave me almost a turn to see again one of the letters which I had seen
on the Count's table before I knew of his diabolical plans. Everything
had been carefully thought out, and done systematically and with precision.
He seemed to have been prepared for every obstacle which might be placed
by accident in the way of his intentions being carried out. To use and
Americanism, he had `taken no chances', and the absolute accuracy with
which his instructions were fulfilled was simply the logical result
of his care. I saw the invoice, and took note of it.`Fifty cases of
common earth, to be used for experimental purposes'. Also the copy of
the letter to Carter Paterson, and their reply. Of both these I got
copies. This was all the information Mr. Billington could give me, so
I went down to the port and saw the coastguards, the Customs Officers
and the harbor master, who kindly put me in communication with the men
who had actually received the boxes. Their tally was exact with the
list, and they had nothing to add to the simple description `fifty cases
of common earth', except that the boxes were `main and mortal heavy',
and that shifting them was dry work. One of them added that it was hard
lines that there wasn't any gentleman `such like as like yourself, squire',
to show some sort of appreciation of their efforts in a liquid form.
Another put in a rider that the thirst then generated was such that
even the time which had elapsed had not completely allayed it. Needless
to add, I took care before leaving to lift, forever and adequately,
this source of reproach.
30 September.--The station master was good enough to give me a line
to his old companion the station master at King's Cross, so that when
I arrived there in the morning I was able to ask him about the arrival
of the boxes. He, too put me at once in communication with the proper
officials, and I saw that their tally was correct with the original
invoice. The opportunities of acquiring an abnormal thirst had been
here limited. A noble use of them had, however, been made, and again
I was compelled to deal with the result in ex post facto manner.
From thence I went to Carter Paterson's central office, where I met
with the utmost courtesy. They looked up the transaction in their day
book and letter book, and at once telephoned to their King's Cross office
for more details. By good fortune, the men who did the teaming were
waiting for work, and the official at once sent them over, sending also
by one of them the way-bill and all the papers connected with the delivery
of the boxes at Carfax. Here again I found the tally agreeing exactly.
The carriers' men were able to supplement the paucity of the written
words with a few more details. These were, I shortly found, connected
almost solely with the dusty nature of the job, and the consequent thirst
engendered in the operators. On my affording an opportunity, through
the medium of the currency of the realm, of the allaying, at a later
period, this beneficial evil, one of the men remarked,
"That `ere `ouse, guv'nor, is the rummiest I ever was in. Blyme!
But it ain't been touched sence a hundred years. There was dust that
thick in the place that you might have slep' on it without `urtin' of
yer bones. An' the place was that neglected that yer might `ave smelled
ole Jerusalem in it. But the old chapel, that took the cike, that did!
Me and my mate, we thort we wouldn't never git out quick enough. Lor',
I wouldn't take less nor a quid a moment to stay there arter dark."
Having been in the house, I could well believe him, but if he knew what
I know, he would, I think have raised his terms.
Of one thing I am now satisfied. That all those boxes which arrived
at Whitby from Varna in the Demeter were safely deposited in the old
chapel at Carfax. There should be fifty of them there, unless any have
since been removed, as from Dr. Seward's diary I fear.
Later.--Mina and I have worked all day, and we have put all the papers
into order.
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL
30 September.--I am so glad that I hardly know how to contain myself.
It is, I suppose, the reaction from the haunting fear which I have had,
that this terrible affair and the reopening of his old wound might act
detrimentally on Jonathan. I saw him leave for Whitby with as brave
a face as could, but I was sick with apprehension. The effort has, however,
done him good. He was never so resolute, never so strong, never so full
of volcanic energy, as at present. It is just as that dear, good Professor
Van Helsing said, he is true grit, and he improves under strain that
would kill a weaker nature. He came back full of life and hope and determination.
We have got everything in order for tonight. I feel myself quite wild
with excitement. I suppose one ought to pity anything so hunted as the
Count. That is just it. This thing is not human, not even a beast. To
read Dr. Seward's account of poor Lucy's death, and what followed, is
enough to dry up the springs of pity in one's heart.
Later.--Lord Godalming and Mr. Morris arrived earlier than we expected.
Dr. Seward was out on business, and had taken Jonathan with him, so
I had to see them. It was to me a painful meeting, for it brought back
all poor dear Lucy's hopes of only a few months ago. Of course they
had heard Lucy speak of me, and it seemed that Dr. Van Helsing, too,
had been quite `blowing my trumpet', as Mr. Morris expressed it. Poor
fellows, neither of them is aware that I know all about the proposals
they made to Lucy. They did not quite know what to say or do, as they
were ignorant of the amount of my knowledge. So they had to keep on
neutral subjects. However, I thought the matter over, and came to the
conclusion that the best thing I could do would be to post them on affairs
right up to date. I knew from Dr. Seward's diary that they had been
at Lucy's death, her real death, and that I need not fear to betray
any secret before the time. So I told them, as well as I could, that
I had read all the papers and diaries, and that my husband and I, having
typewritten them, had just finished putting them in order. I gave them
each a copy to read in the library. When Lord Godalming got his and
turned it over, it does make a pretty good pile, he said, "Did
you write all this, Mrs. Harker?"
I nodded, and he went on.
"I don't quite see the drift of it, but you people are all so good
and kind, and have been working so earnestly and so energetically, that
all I can do is to accept your ideas blindfold and try to help you.
I have had one lesson already in accepting facts that should make a
man humble to the last hour of his life. Besides, I know you loved my
Lucy. . ."
Here he turned away and covered his face with his hands. I could hear
the tears in his voice. Mr. Morris, with instinctive delicacy, just
laid a hand for a moment
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